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Epilogue

Category: Writing and Poetry

Let's go back to the beginning of everything Even before these doors open To the intense cold that crossed through the cuts At the beginning of the memory book That book that begins at the end Ink on my eyes Eyes that want to capture every memory Let's start at the end For all the damage it reminded me of causing Drink vampire blood to strengthen your immune system Does this feel like being » Continue Reading

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Uncertainty

Category: Writing and Poetry

Reviewing the usual pages is a habit And I feel like my smile is fading For some reason I feel tired For some reason my time I'm wasting And I feel like time isn't passing My mind is chaos I just wait patiently Something that depends on me I postpone everything for the next day Because my life is not enough Stop messing with my mind Fuck this day Fuck my life What does it » Continue Reading

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Where do we belong?

Category: Writing and Poetry

Some say they see it in hell I'm tired of living so long in the light or should I say darkness? Walking on a path of black roses Crying for an alien love Well I feel like we don't belong here Panic torments me And my eyes start to bleed Next to the damn hymnosis And the cold lights of your city I pray for a cold full moon night While I try not to cry I fall apart in his absence » Continue Reading

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Indifference

Category: Writing and Poetry

When my words are nonexistent When my feelings are indifferent to me When my verses feel inert When my tears are imminent And the razor touches my skin again The disappointment is permanent And the bleeding does not wait long When my eyes are forced to be closed And I try to remember my favorite movie from this year Yeah, you made it look like a damn movie And I can't hate you more for that Becau » Continue Reading

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Anxiety

Category: Writing and Poetry

I'm falling apart because of your absence And maybe remembering memories without existence Maybe it seems like I'm afraid of the dark But once alone with my mind, my emotions can't be controlled Seeing a dark street covered in nostalgia Wake me up when it's all over I hope I never grow up And always be a kid from yesterday Looking at the sky listening to "Tape A" Watching videos with the songs you... » Continue Reading

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Testosterone

Category: Writing and Poetry

Yesterday I told the stars about you From the seven-hour flight and the forty-minute walk They don't have to understand If we think about the promise we made "I swear I'm not crazy" I know that's the dirtiest lie you ever told. The rain seems suffocating But only there I can breathe For that last painting, that last letter The last word I said Because I can't remember the verses I feel like my to » Continue Reading

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Let you down

Category: Writing and Poetry

Count the days until I leave It's just not living I can't even look you in the eyes I don't know if I have to leave I hope I don't disappoint you I hope that's not the case In your wake I saw my purpose In your look I saw my breathing The sparrow that comes out of my bowels And the cold of autumn that winter disturbs The crimson line that reminds me of the walk A new dream land I have to exp » Continue Reading

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Apocalypse

Category: Writing and Poetry

Are you drunk? No, I'm just a poet With a knife in your hand And a cigarette between your lips Going back to 505 To try to make art Worrying about being nobody Once again I have to speak or die in my hands I want to believe that I have achieved something And I remember the sleepless night Let it happen counting each star Missing something again I need to believe in something aga » Continue Reading

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Metastasis

Category: Writing and Poetry

I don't know if I'll ever stop being pathetic. And turn my words into something poetic I would like this day to be everlasting From now on, I feel locked in the claustrophobic walls of hell And the days will pass and we will continue like this, living in ataraxia With time passing slowly, daydreaming Why does your hair look like a nostalgic sunset? Why do your eyes seem to see my soul? The kitsch ... » Continue Reading

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Basement Artist

Category: Writing and Poetry

I find it laughable how hard you try I'm sorry, I have to admit it I just don't understand your reasoning Your garbage is nothing but meaningless words I even feel pathetic writing this Cause I'm trying to be an artist Of those who drown in a pool of blood and caffeine Because even in this situation The apocalypse seems to be a salvation Maybe it doesn't mean anything to you Light a ci » Continue Reading

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