Complex

If one day you decide to leave

There will be no bad thing to tell you

Don't think I'll try to make you stay

In the end you decided

You've been gone for a long time

Time has passed since we uttered sober words

And it seems that now alone in your room

Bleed you have spilled

It has been a long time

What do you feel now?

Flipping through handwritten books

Yellowish leaves that carry a portrait

As vast as an ocean

I think it will never be enough

I don't feel like getting out of bed

In the end, I'm weaker than I thought.

And no matter how many attempts to cover it

The wound was still bleeding.

After a depressing weekend

Tears drip down my face

I don't want you to come in, I don't want you to look at me

I don't want you to see what my heart goes through

Even if it never was anything, I still feel at home

And if you receive my call

Even if I'm high

lying on my bed

You only hear me sobbing

Will you delete my number?

I keep wondering

My world is darker than I thought

I can't walk, I can't run

I barely remember what I did to myself yesterday

This is how I fall again

-Burn!