"not okay rn"
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Category: Writing and Poetry
I need you to stay here. I wouldn’t have cared if I barely knew you, but I know who you are, I know your struggles, I relate to you, I see you in my mind over and over and I can't bear to possess the thou » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
i've been feeling not me, like human me. i feel like i need to crawl out of this human skin and be my true inner self, it makes my paranoia worse. i'm a canine therian and i only feel calmer when i'm wearing my key chain tail cuz it triggers a phantom tail for me, and makes me more shifty (mentally shifting to the state of a canine). not only do i have gender dysphoria but add species dysphoria on... » Continue Reading
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this is the 5th time hes told me he loves me and im beautiful. i know im in love with him, i well and truly am. ever since 7th grade. there are differences between "i love you" and "im in love with you" and whatever he means by it, i don't care. i'm so happy to have him in my life, even tho we didn't talk for a whole year during grade 9, he's now back and i couldn't be more thrilled. i want to alw... » Continue Reading
Category: Fashion, Style, Shopping
its super hard to stay active on spacehey since i'm not on my laptop as much, but its whatever. i have a date with drunk tonight as two bottles of cheap vodka await my presence. you should see how im dressed right now, teased up mohawk with devil horns, pearls and chains, long mesh skirt and baggy tee and some thick eyeliner. i look like a monster and i luvit. anyways i'll get back 2 listening to ... » Continue Reading
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fluffy white cocaine cat meets normal cat for the first time - alex on call with my neighbor/best friends bf and both our cats are on a date lmao. his cats name is pablo escobar (cuz hes white like coke) and mine is cinnamon. we're having a fun ole time ngl. its 11pm and we're so tired but cant sleep. pics below are pablo and cinny » Continue Reading
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i had a suicidal fit yesterday. i've had the worst start to the year, and all of this stress, anxiety and depression built up and i snapped. last night i hurt myself pretty badly, alot of blood everywhere and i was losing my mind. i had posted photos of what i did to myself onto snapchat during my episode and one of my friends walked over to my house (she lives near by) to make sure i was fine. i ... » Continue Reading
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on the 23rd of February, we officially moved into a house! a homelessness & housing company gave us this commission house with a 12 month lease, but after 6 months they are going to check up on us and the house and may even extend our lease or let us stay here forever! (however long forever is lel) i am really happy, though moving in was stressful. my family shed a few tears, and i tried not to as... » Continue Reading
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stuck in my head stuck in my head stuck in my head stuck in my head stuck in my head stuck in my head stuck in my head stuck in my head stuck in my head stuck in my head stuck in my head stuck in my head stuck in my head stuck in my head stuck in my head stuck in my head stuck in my head stuck in my head » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
have you thought of me as much as i think about you? the feelings i once felt for you fortun » Continue Reading
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hi! yes i'm still homeless and its killing me. life has seem to gotten worse and so has my mental health, though i started school last week. school my first day was fine, got a headache in second period and went to the office to go home. when my dad came to pick me up... » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
i posted on my blog last night that my cat ran away from my friends place but she walked straight through the door 24hrs later and to her food bowl my friend told me lol. we were so relieved so we went to go see her lolz. i'm currently listening to The Last Shadow Puppets, fucking great band please check em out jdsusjsjsjsjjs. i didn't even get too drunk last night :( had one of my mother's Byron ... » Continue Reading
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my cat Cinnamon went missing. she lives at my friends place and last night she escaped out the front door and still hasn't come back. she usually goes out for a roam there and comes right back but i'm really worried. i miss her so much. i miss my baby. my mental health has spiralled so low these past 2 months. i relapsed into my ED and i have officially nothing to live for. i bleached my hair and ... » Continue Reading
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