the guy i'm in love with told me he loves me

this is the 5th time hes told me he loves me and im beautiful. i know im in love with him, i well and truly am. ever since 7th grade. there are differences between "i love you" and "im in love with you" and whatever he means by it, i don't care. i'm so happy to have him in my life, even tho we didn't talk for a whole year during grade 9, he's now back and i couldn't be more thrilled. i want to always be there for him and god i just wish i was with him right now. i wanna hug him and cry cuz i've had these feelings for him for 4 years and he actually loves and cares about me?!??! he said i'm the reason he has made it this far cuz he also struggles with depression and hes so happy that i'm here for him. he said i make him so happy. god i wanna kiss him. i just want to be with him forever. i sound so stupid right now but i'm crying the happiest of tears. i just old him hes so pretty and he responded saying "thats alot coming from you" OHMYGODDDD

i feel like i'm dreaming. god i feel so alive. i feel happy. life is going well for me.

the J name who i love most <3