currently have been stuck in my house for the past few days due to there being widespread flooding everywhere, which has incidentally caused my school to be closed today, frequent power outages, and more super fun things to happen. i have also discovered that my dad has tested positive for the virus, which is very disappointing and somewhat frightening. not really much else to report on, because ... » Continue Reading
i finally did it! it took a while because of waiting for certain parts to come, but this morning i finally got it to boot! i'm currently writing this from my PC and I can't wait to do more things with it. the device i was using before was this now 5 year old laptop that although wasn't very old, was extremely slow. it bluescreened trying to open google chrome one time. it was awful, but i'm really... » Continue Reading
do you ever just want to observe people from above like they're ants? i definitely do for some reason and i find it very entertaining to watch people do their little shenanigans everyday. problem is, i have to be a part of society too, which means i can't do that often(very upsetting ik), otherwise i'll just be seens as a creep or an edgy teenager. my solution to this would be gaining access to a ... » Continue Reading
so i was recently redesigning my room and it reminded me of some strange things i remember about it when i first moved in. all of this spans to when i was 5-10ish so some of the experiences i say might be unclear. so first thing i noticed that was weird about it was the general feeling of the room, which felt somewhat like you weren't truly alone. although i think it's crucial to mention i have an... » Continue Reading
i hate my psychiatrist office theyre wrong about everything i want them to eat shit i dont have anything else to say that i wanna share i just really fucking hate them » Continue Reading
as the title suggests, i am now inbound for the hellscape known as school. my last day was pretty good though, i got to hang out with friends and get outside (which is hard to do when you're mentally ill), which i think i needed and really helped me feel better. i ate dinner at said friend's house and had some really good food, which i would've asked for more of if my friend had gotten more; i di... » Continue Reading