i may be a bit wackalicious, just maybe

do you ever just want to observe people from above like they're ants? i definitely do for some reason and i find it very entertaining to watch people do their little shenanigans everyday. problem is, i have to be a part of society too, which means i can't do that often(very upsetting ik), otherwise i'll just be seens as a creep or an edgy teenager. my solution to this would be gaining access to a tall building and see what i can do from there, but the tallest buildings in my area are either schools or private property, so i can't really do shit or else i'll get in trouble. 

i need help with this. i want to know how people's minds work without being noticed. i shall figure this out somehow.......eventually.......possibly..............