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Category: Life
3rd week back at college and I already want to lock myself in my room. Fuck this shit everyone is either rude or annoying or both. People are so full of themselves to the point that they don't even see anything wrong with it or that they don't even realise they are being self-absorbed cunts. I'm so behind in all of my subjects its driving me insane. There's even someone in class that's constantly ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I don't think I'm working today, I feel way too nauseous whenever I sit up. ive definitely caught something buy at least I can stay in my bed today. Also my stomach hurts, nice. Speaking of work, it's just quiet now and every time I work it reminds me of how I need another job. It's not that I hate it, its just underwhelming and I'm not really getting the hours I got before. Now I'm back to the 4 ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
She's just got mad at me bc she woke me up wtaf.... it's 1:30am and im exhausted, I have work in the morning but apparently she has it more difficult bc she's waking up earlier. y'all she's waking up earlier so she can get her nails done omfg. She's been pushing my buttons a lot recently and she knows it gets to me and there isn't really anything I can do. My other sister doesn't ever stand agains... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Ive been feeling all kinds of strange these past few weeks. I don't think its good either. I'm in like some nostalgia rabbit hole or something. But I rlly miss being 13. I was in year 8 (the best year), I didn't have to worry about working or essentially my future. My friends weren't toxic. Theres this one who I genuinely believed was my go-to person. I felt like they understood my thoughts but no... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you. Honestly its the dumbest shit ever how am I so gullible that I listen to my own crazy thoughts. fuck you anxiety I fucking hate you. im sick of always feeling stupid at work its so fucking annoying I wish I could throw it all way. im overthinking its gonna be okay tomorrow is a new day, new opportunity to make it good I guess. im way to tired to keep typing god... » Continue Reading
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Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes
I'm actually feeling okay and rather calm tonight. Work wasn't bad today, I did what I was supposed to do and im happy with that. I had a slice of pizza and a chicken burger later on then some cookie dough with ice cream. It was nice. I looked up some more books I wanted to buy from this online thrift shop for books and ive put some gadgets a I want in a Wishlist. Then it started to rain tonight. ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Okay so I made a few dumb mistakes at work today which sucks bc even the slightest screw up makes me doubt everything so that's great. I also have 4 shifts next week which isn't bad im just hoping I can stay motivated. I'm slowly getting use to everything I guess. Sometimes I still feel overwhelmed but that's okay. Im bound to be with the little change in my life. Well I say that but this year alo... » Continue Reading
Category: Jobs, Work, Careers
Honestly, work was kinda chill yesterday, well that was probs bc I started work at like nearly 2 in the afternoon. Its usually busy around 12 and that's the time I have to be there so pray for me. I'm gonna keep this entry short bc I kinda wanna chill out on my last free hour. Toodles. » Continue Reading
Category: Jobs, Work, Careers
I can't wait to get paidddd, I mean I rlly want buy college stuff, makeup, skincare, new clothes, some new tech and I want to see another movie. I'm also gonna get some sort of supplement or whatever for my terrible anxiety. Like today I was literally contemplating on quitting my job even though ive only worked there for a month. I mean I'm not sure how long I'm planning on staying but even if it ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I have 4 shifts coming up this week, the first one beginning tomorrow and honestly, I feel great. Ive kind of gotten use to everything that goes down in work - I guess I can say I'm adapting to a huge change in life. Yes, getting a job is quite the change for me as all I did was sit in my room playing video games and now I'm being all productive n shit. I guess it feels easier now that I'm turning... » Continue Reading
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Category: Jobs, Work, Careers
Well I guess it's a new day...yesterday was all kinds of weird and not because of the shift I did but because of how I responded to it. Somehow my minds trying to convince myself that I'm in a terrible situation when I'm clearly not. Everything okay, I'm okay and this day is going to go by. The 4 hour shift always go buy, I mean they're only 4 hours so that's practically nothing. What I am happy t... » Continue Reading
Category: Jobs, Work, Careers
Spoiler alert, I don't. I mean don't get me wrong it's probably one of the most easiest jobs on the planet but I feel like my old, shitty emotions are coming back or maybe I'm overthinking it all again. I kinda wish I'd gotten at job somewhere local like a corner shop or something. I could always do that at some point but if I do I feel like I'll be going back in that cycle of quitting. So far I h... » Continue Reading
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