Goodmorning - Enrty 9

Well I guess it's a new day...yesterday was all kinds of weird and not because of the shift I did but because of how I responded to it. Somehow my minds trying to convince myself that I'm in a terrible situation when I'm clearly not. Everything okay, I'm okay and this day is going to go by. The 4 hour shift always go buy, I mean they're only 4 hours so that's practically nothing. What I am happy to see is that I'm getting more shifts throughout the week. If I keep working like this then by the 24th I should have a good wage...I'm definitely going to Leeds or somewhere nice. I guess that's what I must do, be excited for things which there's a lot of things I'm excited about. The first being that moment when I can go home from work, walking down that hill is so satisfying. It's relaxing too as it's always quiet there and I have some nice music playing. I'm looking forward to getting home and making some food, going on my laptop for a bit or even my xbox. I've almost completed GTA 5 (again) so I think after I'm going to replay ac origins. I was going to play syndicate but it wasn't long since I completed that sooo I'm gonna wait. Omg I'll be able to buy new games too. There's a few I want to try. I'm also looking forward to getting prepped for college, it's time I got on with my assignments and plan my second year. I did the same for first year, I planned what I'd wear, what I'd carry. Though the group seems to be falling apart, the only way we are all getting along is when we watch movies, so we are watching 'Nope' soon. Though I might not have the money for it I might have to tell my friends to wait until the 24th.  They leave movies on for a month so I should be fine. It's strange because I always sort of romanticised having a job and being all grown up. Well I wanted to work at some discount shop that literally looks like some money laundering sight. It probably isn't one but the people that a go in there are kinda creepy anyways. There was always Asda but that would probably be a high demanding job as its a supermarket.  I think the place I work now Is sort of perfect. Even if I don't feel like it right now. When I'm there my imposter syndrome really amplifies so I constantly feel like I'm doing something wrong but that's okay. I need to actually get up in 10 mins so hopefully I'll take these thoughts into account and I'll go into work and be chilled out. I think I'll be okay when I get there, it's always the same: feel nervous before and calm once I get working. Wishing myself a good day today.