Trying to find my way - Entry 17

I don't think I'm working today, I feel way too nauseous whenever I sit up. ive definitely caught something buy at least I can stay in my bed today. Also my stomach hurts, nice. Speaking of work, it's just quiet now and every time I work it reminds me of how I need another job. It's not that I hate it, its just underwhelming and I'm not really getting the hours I got before. Now I'm back to the 4 hour shifts once a week. I need something new but I don't know what. Ive looked into some retail positions but they all have bad ratings and minimum wage which sucks. The cleaning positions offer good pay but they all seem stingy. The only job that looks appealing is the TK Maxx position, but thats all the way at Christmas time. I need a new job asap. I need to work somewhere thats busy. I think I need to just hand my CV into places that look good. I thought about Asda too Its close to where I live and hold on, I should check what the pay is...brooo its like almost £10 an hour. wtf a I doing? ill send my cv there too. I can't wait for the festive season to come. Septembers okay but its also the month where I have to settle into a schedule. October gets fun. I love halloween. And I'm dressing up. Novembers cool bc its my bday then...which I still need to decide what I wanna do for it. And then December, I love it!! Its so easy to be happy when you can look forwards to things.