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music

Category: Music

So i decided, well shit i've been listening to the same music for years. plus i need to get rid of music associated with my time with my ex (not necessarily out of repulsion, but to move on). so imma listen to new music.  so i gave blur a listen. at first it was good shit but when i got to the album with their namesake i was like shit... some of this sounds familiar.  it was on my ex's playlist, a... » Continue Reading

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14 july

Category: Life

i had a dream last night where i was betrothed to someone. Maybe the logic was that after i had lost my partner, there was no hope of me actually finding anyone, and my parents were also scared of me being gay. I was arranged to be married to a cis man. we got along well, but i it was mostly a sense of duty. I woke up trying to explain genderfluidity to my nonexistent fiancée.   i'd like a bioman ... » Continue Reading

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comforting poem

Category: Writing and Poetry

Didn't write this poem (first track on kehlani's album sweetsexysavage, written by reyna biddy) but it makes me feel better: My condolences to anyone who has ever lost me And, to anyone who got lost in me Or, to anyone who ever felt they took a loss with me » Continue Reading

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jesus necklace

Category: Life

Last year I'd been fussing over wanting a jesus necklace and my ex got me one. It was funny they showed up at burger king and gave me the necklace and I was all nervous smiles and my boss started bugging me 'what he get you what he get you.' and then while i was working on an order he took it and ran off with it and i yelled after him... it was silly, anyway it turned out to be a cross necklace ex... » Continue Reading

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work

Category: Jobs, Work, Careers

at publix i see parents teaching their kids about the fruits and vegetables and teaching them to weigh the produce and letting them help with the shopping. it makes me smile; its always so nice to see. i see other parents ignoring their kids and then wondering why they reach a frustrated whiny tone or cry. i dont want to be like those parents. not that im having kids anytime soon, but its somethin... » Continue Reading

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nate realizes

Category: Life

more than losing someone you love, heartbreak is realizing there's nothing wrong with you.  Even worse, realizing that the people who said they loved you wanted you to think there is.  just realized.  anyway have a good day » Continue Reading

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fuck unity

Category: Web, HTML, Tech

its too fucking complicated and i hate it and my group member wanted to use it for our insanely simple project because my group member said you can make an exe easier on it which fine ok i get that part but I CANT MAKE A FUCKING UI ON THIS SHIT. ITS LIKE THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN CANVA AND POWERPOINT BUT DRAMATIZED BY A MILLION. PLUS THE SOFTWARE TOOK HALF A FUCKING HOUR TO INSTALL AND THEN I FOUND O... » Continue Reading

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