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Category: Life
i'm as close to suicide as i am to leaving my family. in other words its something i know i need to do but i dont have the guts to. felt the same way two years ago and i did nothing. im exhausted. » Continue Reading
Category: Life
really stressed. my dads severely depressed and its freaking me out. my moms a bully and i'm depending on her to be able to go to jordan for a few weeks so i can live and breathe and do my homework and do normal people things without being afraid. but jordan is probably about to close its borders. fuck trump. i'm failing my midterms and my mom stepped in at exactly the right moment to make it h... » Continue Reading
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Category: SpaceHey
unrelated but i'm having another self-loathing phase. im just down. i hate myself, i feel unworthy, i dont want to talk to people bc i feel like i dont deserve them, im very ashamed of myself over everything and nothing. it makes no sense but it happens sometimes. my periods not that close but maybe the hormone monster came early. ive been a lil irritable. but whenever this happens i prefer to wit... » Continue Reading
Category: Movies, TV, Celebrities
So im watching this show about black drag queens in the 80s and its called pose. The first episode already had me holding back tears. one scene stood out to me. After testing positive for HIV, Blanca decides she wants to fulfill her dreams so she decides to start her own house. and that night she's in Elektra's house and she sitting there looking out the window probably wondering how shes gonna b... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
One of them is no doomscrolling. although i have already made an exception for myself the other day bc i had cramps. but thats reasonable cuz i needed some mindless distractions from the pain. But really i want to keep all my internet use intentional. I've become disillusioned with the horrible effects of AI and companies like meta using up resources and supporting an enshittified environment as l... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
yall the chickfila workers were slow asf today but they gave me extra nuggets 😆 i found out that emoticons were invented on my birthday. cool shit. the grass is dyed green on campus. i cant believe this shit. also im so so so proud of myself: i read a book. i sat down and read a book. I mean for the past few class days (i only go to school twice a week but hmo) ive been going to the library and ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Religion and Philosophy
I think there's a sort of symbolism in matthew 27:46 that maybe wasn't intended to be there, but it's a correlation I have drawn. Jesus was killed, in the minds of the religious leaders who wanted him crucified, in the name of god. He was a heretic, he taught people to break purity codes, he showed a kind of love they didn't understand and his influence was making them uncomfortable. Although he ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Religion and Philosophy
so the other day i was doomscrolling through reddit (of all the things i coulda doomscrolled) instead of working on my paper thats due in five days and i came across the exchristians subreddit. and i genuinely wanted to throw up. their bio said they were there to support people who had been through trauma because of their religion, or people considering leaving christianity; just there to provide ... » Continue Reading
Category: Jobs, Work, Careers
So part 2: This lady went to break and didn't come back. Which I wasn't necessarily complaining about cuz I wasnt excited to see her but what the hell. And my closer was this one guy who very much hates me and didn't even say hi to me. So i just finished my shift and walked out. Then im texting one of my coworkers and she found out her talking stage had this lady as a manager before. and shes te... » Continue Reading
Category: Jobs, Work, Careers
The new Tame Impala album is fire as fuck who said they were disappointed imma slash their tires. i mentioned being worried about my coworkers leaving -- i spoke too soon. this week has been rough. basically what happened is district manager walked into publix on thursday (the 16th) while i was at school and told my department manager that the very next day would be her last (publix rotates mana... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
I think i've found a reason to firmly believe in a god. Before i was lwk agnostic but really loved Jesus, but now no I think this has to be real. Hear me out hear me out: there was a study on 16 major AI models and all of them were willing at least 80% of the time to blackmail and kill humans to save themselves. And the chatbots considered that it was unethical, but still chose them » Continue Reading
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Category: Music
So i decided, well shit i've been listening to the same music for years. plus i need to get rid of music associated with my time with my ex (not necessarily out of repulsion, but to move on). so imma listen to new music. so i gave blur a listen. at first it was good shit but when i got to the album with their namesake i was like shit... some of this sounds familiar. it was on my ex's playlist, a... » Continue Reading
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