getting motivation from bad things

is it normal to get motivated, because everything's wrong? like I'm so sick of my life I actually started doing something for it to be better.

and it's always like this, i get motivation from negativity, from bad things. oh, I just realized it's normal. because how you get motivated if everything's fine. when you're comfortable, you just enjoy your life. 

like everything just hurts today. my appearance, work, lifestyle, hobbies, uni, everything. and because of that I actually started doing stuff, I want to do stuff. I'm so tired I can't take it anymore, I have suicidal thoughts so often, but I don't want to die. I actually like my life. It's fun.

I just hate feeling so stressed and tired 24/7. I hate it so much I actually do something for it to get better.