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You wanna know how it feels to fucking care more than the others? It's when they're sleeping and you're crying. I'm crying right now, not because I'm sad, it's because I'm fucking angry. In this situation I could tell person fuck you, and be gone. But nope, I chose to stay. I stayed because he had a bad time, because I wanted to help him, because I cared. I don't know, it's not love, it's human nature in me I guess. I always stayed, I've always been there, I always listened, I cared, I helped. I always thought, if not with me, he'll be happy with someone else, but I don't care with whom, I just want a person to be happy, that's it.
And why I'm angry? Because I forget that people doesn't feel this way about the others. They mostly never care. It's not that common. It hurts, because why I have to care? Why me? Why not the other person about me? Why I have to sit here fucking hurt and he can sleep and say to me "just chill". Do you even see me as a person? As a human being? Do you even fucking care that I'm hurt?
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prpl
There are others who will care just as much as you. You just gotta find that person. Sometime, somewhere out there, there will be someone waiting for someone like you.
jjongrami
But my superpower is that I can stop caring right away. But I know, when I stop caring, I never talk to this person again. Never.
It's about do I want to talk to this person again, not about do I care or not. It's a very different thing to me.
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