I'm tired

I'm so fucking tired working. I'm here for 10 hours already, customers are rude and crazy, my legs hurt, my back hurts. I have nothing to smoke, so my nicotine addiction hits hard right now. 

I haven't slept normally for maybe three months already, getting like 4 hours of sleep every night. I just don't want to sleep. Have you even been so tired you don't even want to sleep?

I'm constantly stressed because of uni for 5 years already, holy fuck.

When i'm gonna to rest. I just want to rest in peace actually at this point.

I'm so tired that i don't even wanna rest, sleep, eat, relax and do stuff i like. I just wanna die I think.

I'm master at faking emotions, so everyone thinks I'm happy and chill. But at every second i just want to kill myself. I'm so tired I don't even have emotions and maybe don't even want to die, because i don't want anything at all.