So the only motivation I had for doing my bachelor's thesis is that it will end. And I had no time at all to do anything rather than working and bachelor's thesis for TWO FUCKING YEARS. And those two years i had dreams about what i will be doing after getting a diploma. So there's my list of things I REAALLLYYY wanna do, that i didn't have time for, FOR TWO FUCKING YEARS:
- go to gynecologist and dentist, to check if i'm okay (prob not);
- spent quality time with my family;
- be present in holidays and celebrations with my family or friends;
- the excuses for not going somewhere being "oh sorry, i have other plans" and not "sorry, i'm doing my bachelor's thesis";
- watch some really good films and tv shows;
- just go to a park and sit for an hour and do nothing;
- sleep 9 hours;
- cook something yummy for myself;
- go for drinks random tuesday with my friends;
- not rushing ANYWHERE;
- wake up in the morning and see that i have no plans for a day;
- do something actually useful for my career;
- go to a city or something with my sisters;
- meet new people;
- do a huge decluttering and cleaning in every part of my life;
- go to a cinema random monday alone;
- make plans with my friends;
- go for a walk;
- enjoy time passing, and not being scared of bachelor's deadline;
All I want is to live normal calm life, meet with friends and family, spend quality time alone, actually try to achieve my goals, try something new. AND FUCKING ENJOY HAVING NO DEADLINES AND HAVING TO DO SOMETHING AT ALL FOR AT LEAST A DAY.
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S0phizzzle
dude I relate so hard. Granted, I'm not doing a two year thesis, but everything on your list is what I wanna do as soon as I have my bachelors. Next fall I have to do a senior seminar class on a quarter system and I am so looking forward to being able to stare at that diploma on my wall while I play Minecraft for 8 hours and get to sleep for more than 7 :) I hope you get to do all of those things with a feeling of accomplishment!
toga
lowkey just got here but ngl looking at yo post idk i feel like the autism in me sees the autism in u ( even toh this hella out of topic
☝🏻 from what u talking about)
Oh wow, where did you saw it?
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randomly typing Bigg and like keeping like a list of what things are like and idk i like going places alone too but im to shy for that even tih the places i go are like abandoned and im alone only but i get shy
but im so unhinged when it comes to when im w my frds
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