"finding the meaning to life (might take me a while)"
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Category: Life
i didnt notice. i didnt know what it meant. it went over my head. i remember thinking about it for a moment, but for someone who didn't really understand the significance of that word alone, there were not current on a wave trying to move me in any direction. i remember exactly the time around it happened though. i was top of my class that year. everything was going well. i had my friends group... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
when i was at school I was very lucky to have had good professors. people who really taught me to love Spanish as a language and as product of that to get good at it. first it was a lady, her name was Zoraida. for a boy who just got into a big school coming from a very little one in the place they lived, going to classes surrounded by many many classmates was kind of overwhelming. standing out was... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
i don't even know why, but sometimes when I'm talking at the same time in my mind there's a voice that's listening to all and keeps telling me what did i just say. it's so weird , is that me being too self conscious? whatever these days I've improving on being more spoken? like ive tried for the longest to keep my mouth shut and not say a thing when something's bothering me. but now... nah -ah. n... » Continue Reading
Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes
time has passed really fast. i can't believe it's almost your birthday. I'm happy you were born, I'm happy for meeting you. For the amazing person you are and the one you'll become. i hope you have the greatest of days. happy birthday H » Continue Reading
Category: Life
i did not get into a fight and i was not indisposed, but i was there: thinking to myself why i had to act so stupidly. i had money, that was not the problem. but i had no drive to go after it. the bus just kept going away and me, well i was there. it was so close. i mean, i was so close to get it. only if i ran, caring a shit about what other people might think i couldve taken it. but I didn't. ... » Continue Reading
Category: Food and Restaurants
i don't know in which planet am i living. everywhere i look it seems so unreal. even thinking of me as an existing creature seems a lie. who am i even interacting with? are you, really you? do you care enough about me to not call me crazy? do people think im crazy? because everytime i speak i cant help but think this is all a lie. and if it is, whos lie is it? are you lying to me or to them? why? ... » Continue Reading
Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes
these days I've been reading and thinking a lot about love. it's not like I didn't do it before, i love reading about psychology and why do people do what they do, and after all, love it's something so natural that it's hard not to get into it, and with good reason because what are we without love? i read somewhere that love gets redefined every time someone tries to explain it. love is very unkn... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
you always hear that problems need a solution. you hear it on the news, you hear it out in the street, argued in a park by old people and all day long in your head. its as repetitive as it gets. its an everyday process that your mind goes through, that MY mind goes through . i think about all the things that i dont have, the things that i need and the things i wish i could let go off. » Continue Reading
Category: Life
being alive is something you dont really pay attention to until youre really bad or even worse youre on your deathbed. i guess is so much easier to focus on other things instead. because being alive is something we take for granted. what really struck me and made me think about this was listening to this podcast. the story being told was about a young man that grew up in a very poor neighborhood, ... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
theres nothing that cant beat the laughs with your friends. your favorite food when youre sick a warm hugh from someone you care the rain falling on you on a sunny day the happiness your dog gives you when you come home from work the wind singing in the nature ordinary is the best » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
im cringe, i now i am. but they dont. i want them to notice me, to know that im cringe. but i simply cant. im not brave enough, dumb enough? hell yeah but it seems you cant be it without having the other i envy the people out there living their lives, doing what they like, hanging out with who they want. whenever they want. i cant believe im writing this and i know its cringe. but they will never ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
and thats my life i guess, or at least has become. i pretend i dont care, but deep inside i do care. we all want to have meaningful relationships with others. as human we need them. but what if we dont have them? and never had? maybe its because its me, maybe because its them. maybe it wasnt meant to be. maybe, maybe, maybe, what itd be? to the normies im a weirdo, to the weirdos im a normie, i do... » Continue Reading
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