tanto que el dolor se me olvide tan poco que se me haga inmediato tan lento que la conciencia falle tan rápido que no sepa morirme tan frágil que no sepa quebrarme tan dudoso que no hayan mas dudas tan fuerte que solo hayan quejas tan tonto que me haga soñar tan solo, que sea solo un momento tan solo solo un momento, que sea duéleme tanto como me quieras porque como quiera me dueles y como el dolo... » Continue Reading
but i don't know what to say! so what should i do? - you take a leap of faith a leap of faith? - yes, be confident its gonna work what if i say something too stupid? - nothing can be more stupid than trying to not be a stupid well... that's stupid - yes, it is but i just took a leap of faith i still don't get it! - what happens when you pull a thread on your shirt? hmmm, it becomes larger and ... » Continue Reading
inevitably, whether we realize it or not some goals we have live up more in the dream land rather than in reality. often driven there by what feels right to say. setting up the correct goals is really difficult, and reading reality requires a trained eye. there's multitude of options to work on, and maps in life are ever changing. what matters today is not guaranteed for tomorrow. we need to beco... » Continue Reading
For no one is a secret that YouTube has become the University of the world. A library filled with infinite sections, topics, authors, hallways, rabbit holes, etc. A place you can go, type a few words and without further notice receive a current of information, such a big current that with no caution can either make you go crazy or keep you up awake until 5am, (and subsequently make you go crazy (i... » Continue Reading
i think everything stems from the fact that i think i will never be enough. that no matter how hard i try, there will always be a but. always something interfering with completness, with happiness. always something getting in the way. and with this a thought of quitting, and leave it behind because whats the point? whats the point of trying if in every scenario its me losing. sometimes i think ive... » Continue Reading
this is me writing from the past . if i could i would lend you a map to show you where the storm is and to make you feel on board. a ship full of gold is parting just now gold so awe some people contemplate so bright they can only investigate desirable like living with no days dont get distracted today because they will not pardon you if you see they go » Continue Reading
maybe i am dead and i haven't realized. maybe i died and I'm on my way to the hospital. maybe i was living too much and it felt unfair. maybe it wasnt allowed to wake up dreaming. maybe the days were too short and i wanted to extend them. maybe the moon said goodbye and i wasn't ready. maybe my life wasnt there and i just kept looking. maybe you said good morning and i was distracted. maybe jesus ... » Continue Reading
sometimes i doubt myself wanting to write these because i think people will find me crazy. its a good thing they can only see my words and not my thoughts because the difference would make it clear lol well, I've been trying to change. be more open, spoken, bold. whatever. and it takes effort. more effort for some, less effort for others. that's normal (i think). what I've been finding odd is the ... » Continue Reading
i guess that means now i can participate when the accidents conversation arises? okay, not like its a milestone to achieve or something, but at least i didnt get hurt (badly) (and im ok enough to tell you about it). to be honest it was a really stupid way to hurt yourself. happens that i started riding a motorcycle. so as you might have guessed im not the very best right now. i know how to drive... » Continue Reading
for the running time of my life ive given other's people opinions a lot of credit. if i told you that i didnt care i would be lying because i know for a fact that due to this i have stopped behaving in a way, dressing up in a way, talking in a way, and in a way stopped being my true self. and no, im not a serial killer lol or something that needs to be hidden, its just me, someone with hopes and d... » Continue Reading
two people go inside a ring. suddenly. they were nowhere when destiny dictated it: you two have to go in. in fact, they didnt know what it was all about. when the referee called: protections in their mouths, their hearts and their hands. the ringing bell. the crowd screaming. what are we doing here. are we supposed to dance? its strange, a punching dance. who knows for how many rounds this will go... » Continue Reading