"finding the meaning to life (might take me a while)"
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Category: Writing and Poetry
hours and hours of thinking all alone with nowhere to go you were the one to believe losing you my biggest regret eternity falls behind me your colorful shadow plays in my present go on, let go they say... in the midst of the chaos veo tus ojos brillar especiales y resplandecientes como siempre my reflection in the broken mirror you left me extended to the presence of you i fall down » Continue Reading
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Category: Movies, TV, Celebrities
i came across this movie really randomly lol. i saw the movie cover in an installer for a pirated game. (which otherwise i can only have pirated). and now that i watched the movie i even wonder if they guys behind the installers are acting upon the teachings of the movie.. hmm who knows.. the movie starts literally from the beginning :p a narrator is telling the story of how amelie came to be. ho... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
this idea recently got to me as i was looking the scenery in my way to work. in those moments where your self fades, your sight gets blurry and you cease to believe in anything. it's just you, -in a way- i could even say that this is the real you "being present" as ironic as it sounds. okay that was too much of a parenthesis. how can you define hard? this is certainly complicated, as it could mean... » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
te amo mucho y te extrañaré. durante este poco tiempo me demostraste que el amor no distingue tiempos ni maneras. que su llegada es repentina pero irresistible, tanto como tu mirar, como tu respiración a falta de oxígeno: indispensable para vivir pero pensable-posiblemente para morir. te quiero te quiero y te amo niña mía. te extrañaré todos los días de mi conciencia. y si algún día la pierdo y me... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
im so sick and tired of pretending everything is alright. i hate when people ask me how i am, because that means for pure easiness im going to answer "im good". no, everything is wrong. the world is gonna end and i havent done shit. it also doesn't help that you gotta hold a reputation. you cant just go wherever and be up screaming this. that'll make you a crazy person, and we dont like the REAL c... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
i don't know what is happening to me that i close my eyes and pretend to see a world filled with beams, films and music but the road to there filled with corpses i don't know what is happening to me that the morning hours feel later than ever that the smiles are drawn and the words go silent tell me tell me then me, kill me hold me kiss me for whatever's order in willing to die but i don't kno... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
it felt nice to pretend I didn't want to die anymore. that there was really a purpose. that the world isn't going to end. that the lollipop dropped to the floor can still be used. that butterflies really were beautiful. that randomness can win you the lottery. that i really stood a chance with you. im so awful stupid. how was i really pretending you liked me. how could i be so naive. but that's on... » Continue Reading
Category: School, College, University
be aware who you trust your life to, for if they dont want you living they wont care see you dying. or an introduction to how i might have messed up my notes for this semester. as a rule of thumb dont trust your life to anyone IF you have a choice. it was something really awfully stupid i did. (and im making sure i learn) im still learning whether to confide on people, to trust them with things an... » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
lo extraño dijera el no ha sido ni fue separarnos que dijera sus versos de amor aun cuando estos no vienen que extraño cuando no es conocido cuando lo conocido se vuelve extraño y se duele qué extraño cuando la luna me alumbra y me vuelve extraño tu luz reflejando mi noche y endulzandola, mia no lo entiendes porque no lo comprendes es extraño porque pasa y no lo has notado » Continue Reading
Category: Life
and killing yourself, its a nice idea yeah, until you get to the blood and tears you wrote ten notes but they don't sound right so you decide to give it up for tonight you decide to give it up for tonight » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
you looked beautiful today. i never say it, but in the billboards of my mind you have a monopoly. i could never take away my eyes from you. its you all over the place and yet you barely try it. you're your own world honey, and you reign over it in such a way its overwhelming. i never learn to swim but in the stream of your giggling love id like to drown. you're quite unique, for one my mind can o... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
these days have been really cloudy and foggy. navigating life like this is becoming a burden to me. when will the sun be brave enough to combat these altering creatures around me? cause i need it fully on my side. i have protection for burning, too much actually. but like this it doesn't have a purpose. let me grab you lady, let me take you somewhere dangerous. cause i know I can take care of you.... » Continue Reading
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