"finding the meaning to life (might take me a while)"
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Category: Writing and Poetry
hours and hours of thinking all alone with nowhere to go you were the one to believe losing you my biggest regret eternity falls behind me your colorful shadow plays in my present go on, let go they say... in the midst of the chaos veo tus ojos brillar especiales y resplandecientes como siempre my reflection in the broken mirror you left me extended to the presence of you i fall down » Continue Reading
Category: Life
i wonder if you still see these, if you ever did for that matter. i think of you all the time. i woke up overnight thinking i l had lost you and i cried. men are not supposed to cry, I'm very aware of that. but how could you resist doing so when your image is so impregnated on me?when i have you melted in my chest? when the only religion i followed was your eyes? when your voice echoed through my ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
every year starts with some sense of hope. hope for the better, for the change, for happiness. we all hope (for it) to be better. the new year. (and us) i started my year like this. or someone would think so. because i didnt. indeed i was hoping or maybe expecting for things to stay the same. there was not sign of them changing. i was going to work. coming home, having a laugh or two, watch the cl... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
i miss you, i think of you all the time. but im scared of contacting you and confirm my thoughts of you not wanting me anymore. » Continue Reading
Category: Life
i did not get into a fight and i was not indisposed, but i was there: thinking to myself why i had to act so stupidly. i had money, that was not the problem. but i had no drive to go after it. the bus just kept going away and me, well i was there. it was so close. i mean, i was so close to get it. only if i ran, caring a shit about what other people might think i couldve taken it. but I didn't. ... » Continue Reading
Category: Food and Restaurants
i don't know in which planet am i living. everywhere i look it seems so unreal. even thinking of me as an existing creature seems a lie. who am i even interacting with? are you, really you? do you care enough about me to not call me crazy? do people think im crazy? because everytime i speak i cant help but think this is all a lie. and if it is, whos lie is it? are you lying to me or to them? why? ... » Continue Reading
Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes
these days I've been reading and thinking a lot about love. it's not like I didn't do it before, i love reading about psychology and why do people do what they do, and after all, love it's something so natural that it's hard not to get into it, and with good reason because what are we without love? i read somewhere that love gets redefined every time someone tries to explain it. love is very unkn... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
you always hear that problems need a solution. you hear it on the news, you hear it out in the street, argued in a park by old people and all day long in your head. its as repetitive as it gets. its an everyday process that your mind goes through, that MY mind goes through . i think about all the things that i dont have, the things that i need and the things i wish i could let go off. » Continue Reading
Category: Life
being alive is something you dont really pay attention to until youre really bad or even worse youre on your deathbed. i guess is so much easier to focus on other things instead. because being alive is something we take for granted. what really struck me and made me think about this was listening to this podcast. the story being told was about a young man that grew up in a very poor neighborhood, ... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
theres nothing that cant beat the laughs with your friends. your favorite food when youre sick a warm hugh from someone you care the rain falling on you on a sunny day the happiness your dog gives you when you come home from work the wind singing in the nature ordinary is the best » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
im cringe, i now i am. but they dont. i want them to notice me, to know that im cringe. but i simply cant. im not brave enough, dumb enough? hell yeah but it seems you cant be it without having the other i envy the people out there living their lives, doing what they like, hanging out with who they want. whenever they want. i cant believe im writing this and i know its cringe. but they will never ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
and thats my life i guess, or at least has become. i pretend i dont care, but deep inside i do care. we all want to have meaningful relationships with others. as human we need them. but what if we dont have them? and never had? maybe its because its me, maybe because its them. maybe it wasnt meant to be. maybe, maybe, maybe, what itd be? to the normies im a weirdo, to the weirdos im a normie, i do... » Continue Reading
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