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Category: Life
I forgot my meds at home and have been away for 5 days. I take generic Lexapro and Seroquel (for sleep). The Lexapro has a weird little side effect that happens when you miss a dose or more: dizziness. Anyway. I’m so dizzy i cannot stand. » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I hate how sick I am. I've been having issues since December of 2014. I pretty much stay sick. A good example is my current bug. Since the weather changed, my migraines have worsened to the point of having issues working and I've had to take a lot of time off. I can barely pay my bills. Not only that, but my mom got into0 a car wreck, so on the weekends I have to drive her back and forth to wor... » Continue Reading
Category: SpaceHey
spacehey has made an app- something i never thought would happen. i downloaded it since i primarily use the website on my phone but there’s one slight issue with it: there is no access to blogs. i cannot create or view blogs on the app. the only benefit to the app is quick access to the instant messaging program while on the go. i never really use it, but i guess if i need to, i have the app. » Continue Reading
Category: Life
the urgent care thinks i cut myself (i fell) and am therefore in a mental health crisis (my mental health is shit atm but that’s not the point) so i’m not allowed to go to work this week. my paycheck is gonna be absolute shit. like $80 for 2 weeks kind of shit. » Continue Reading
Category: Life
i’m so sick it’s not even funny. i went down in december and i haven’t gotten back up. i’m having trouble working because of it- which as you can imagine is causing money problems. but as of right now i’m extremely nauseous, have a migraine, just starts my period, am shaking, am extremely exhausted, can barely drink water, and my mouth is dry af. no i do not have rabies. i haven’t been bitten by a... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
i got a message from sidney yesterday. he contacted me with facebook messenger. it’s the first time he had contacted me in a year. he asked if i was doing okay. i said i was and asked how he was doing. his response was simple: “not good.” “what happened?” “james and donika left me. i’m all alone and sad.” “oh i’m so sorry,” i tell him, internally cheering. this man is an abusive creep. i’ve been ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
I had heard that Mr. Todd had passed. I had assumed it was a rumor because I didn’t hear it from any of the people that I had worked with at Winn-Dixie. Mr. Todd was the store manager there and everybody liked him. Everybody knew him. He was a kind person so when my dad told me that he died on his lawnmower while doing yard work (because of the heat), I thought it was a rumor- that maybe he had ju... » Continue Reading
Category: Movies, TV, Celebrities
Someone just made an account as Tetsuro from Galaxy Express 999 and I sent them a friend request. I hope they accept but I get it if they don’t. But yeah. Shoutout to that guy. His url code is even tetsuro. » Continue Reading
Category: Pets and Animals
Date: 4.1 haisoru no kyosa meto Length: 19:45 Cookie: Too far. Star: I forgot they had feral horses. [inaudible] Star: (louder) I forgot they had feral horses. Cream: [inaudible], I saw one looking at me. Star: Waiting for you to move. Cream: They’re afraid of umbrellas. Star: Are they really? Cream: Uh-huh. The owner came out and told me the other day. ‘Cause, I was walking » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
Member: ラケット Date: ハイソルのゴトハヨクダ Lights out (planned): 2000 Lights out (actual): 2040 Mood: numb Weight: 114.8lbs Meds: Lexapro (1932); Doxylamine (N/A) Weather: やや雲り Temperature: 80°F Got 私 ready: 2038 Got room ready: 2028 Helped the most: music Suggested changes: N/A Night thoughts: have another migraine. The opening from 私のsurgery itches, but 私 guess that’s good. » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
Member: Locket Date: ハイソルのゴトハヨクダ Emotion: sadness Intensity (1-100): 12 Prompting event: unknown Vulnerable factor: 私been alone all 日。 Interpretation: 私may be worried about お父さん。 Face: eyebrows furrowed です Body: nothing identifiable Action urges: resting Body language: nothing identifiable I said: nothing I did: nothing After effect: unknown » Continue Reading
Category: Jobs, Work, Careers
Today it feels like it’s been a hell of a mess. My medicine seems to be working too well now. I’m on doxylamine for sleep but I’m waking up later and later and I’m so exhausted. I almost fell asleep on the way to work. I hate took ATO for most of the day, but I told [my supervisor] I would be here for the meeting so I came. I saw stonefly for the first time and those things are huge. It was lik... » Continue Reading
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