I'm sick all the time

I hate how sick I am. I've been having issues since December of 2014. I pretty much stay sick. A good example is my current bug. 

Since the weather changed, my migraines have worsened to the point of having issues working and I've had to take a lot of time off.  I can barely pay my bills. 

Not only that, but my mom got into0 a car wreck, so on the weekends I have to drive her back and forth to work. This wouldn't be so much o9f an issue, but there are two problems I'm having with this. 

On Wednesday, April 17, I took my mom to an appointment and I went into the clinic with her. I've picked up some sort of illness which makes my very nauseous and my throat stays sore. My job is to talk on the phone for 8 hours a day. So, because of this illness, I've lost nearly 2 weeks of work. I'm getting 10 hours on this paycheck. 

Then, mom gets off at 11:30 at night. That part wouldn't be so bad if she would shut up. All she does is talk and I don't want to hear it. I wish she would just stop. I am not her therapist. I am not her friend. I am her child. 

The amount of emotional labor that I have to do for this woman is insane.

But no. Blame the Pentecostal church for my DID. Not the abuse that you put me through and the emotional labor you continue to force me to do. I can barely take care of myself and I have to take care of you??? Really??