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Category: Dreams and the Supernatural

TWICE THE DREAMS BUT HALF THE LOVE. quinn/bee | 21 | they/bee | audhd | latino • occasional artist, sporadic poet; • » Continue Reading

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# 16; * blossom

Category: Writing and Poetry

10/20/2024 and suddenly all at once out of nowhere: i wanted to pick you flowers. i wanted to sing you songs. whether its fleeting or not will be left to time. but why not enjoy the present? why not enjoy every moment i have with you? will you stick around? will you become a forever? my hands tremble at my sides. i try to laugh of » Continue Reading

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# 15; the rest of my plan

Category: Blogging

soo, it's summer now. technically. i still have quite a few assignments to get in before final grades are submitted but nothing i cant handle. ive been at this point with more on my plate before. im just kind of at the end of my rope right now? well, almost, at least. and not literally, i'm fine. i think? i just. at this time next year i'll be done with school, or damn near close. what am i gonna ... » Continue Reading

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# 14; * doublefeature

Category: Writing and Poetry

4/26/2024 none of it feels right off my tongue despite how raw it all is. and it feels wrong to say that so i dont know whats right anymore. my isolation is imminent and i feel guilty for dreading it. i wonder if i'll ever really get used to walking in circles. i wonder the next time a pair of hands will grip my waist. despite everything i still feel disposable. des » Continue Reading

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# 13; * matrix

Category: Writing and Poetry

4/19/2024 i don't think the places i'll go after this one will satisfy me as much as they should. once i got a taste of what it could be like i knew there would never be any going back. what am i going to do beyond that? will i end up mirroring you again and scream it all at people in desperate+oftentimes futile attempts @ being understood? people listened to » Continue Reading

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# 12; * eclipse

Category: Writing and Poetry

4/9/2024 it’s warm outside. the last time this happened classes were cancelled the next day due 2 a blizzard. now everyone is outside again, savoring the spring comfort before it inevitably rolls too hot into summer & everyone starts yearning for winter’s bite again despite all their previous complaints about it. i am no different in this regard. the weather— » Continue Reading

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# 11; * after(math)

Category: Writing and Poetry

4/1/2024 w— no matter which way i see or say these things, they just don't seem real in all the best possible ways. i'm not even certain this will turn out any good but my hand missed my pen which now yearns for it even moreso now that its godfather has seen his influence on its craft firsthand (i say this like it's any good!). my feet are just barely lifting off th » Continue Reading

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# 10; fog

Category: Blogging

well it's been a minute. i have a feeling that this was never gonna gt done unless i did what i am doing right now, which is forcing myself to sit down and write this. so much comes to mind. i'm high, but not in a fun way, it's at the point where i'm like self aware and shit but my head really fucking hurts and diufuchvbj the advil isn't kicking in and it's annoying me and i've got work tomorrow a... » Continue Reading

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# 9; * re:

Category: Writing and Poetry

4/2/2024 still don't know what to title these. maybe i'll treat them like subjects of unsent emails. the recipient list is maxed out but at the same time its completely empty. you'd have to fax your way into my heart instead. i cant stop thinking about this movie i watched last week. i guess it did its job. i've been itching to be inspired and i thought i hit the gr » Continue Reading

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# 8; * but me, i'm still a sunbeam

Category: Writing and Poetry

3/3/2024 whatever resides in my soul has yet to reach its full potential. i have a long way to go. the sun peeks beyond the horizon & my heart flees into its jail cell. looking up but the top just never seems to get any closer. one day there's gonna be nothing left but dust. to b » Continue Reading

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# 7; * online!

Category: Writing and Poetry

3/9/2024 i caught myself missing you earlier. i was quick to correct myself and rotate my sorrows to their default setting. if you hold it up to the light it kind of disappears but if you tilt your head right you'll see it's all there. i love you but sometimes i wanna strangle you. i'm the day the leaves start to turn brown. the last protestant bite of chill in the » Continue Reading

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# 6; i have not slept

Category: Blogging

it is 6:17 am i said i would start on my homework about twelve hours ago i got back from work and then was like i will play a few rounds of turf war. and then i will take a quick nap and tyhen do my homework. the Quick Nap ended up being 4 hours long and i woke up at about a quarter to 1am and like halfway through fobs set in sacramento. so Obviously i had to fucking watch (fuck the magic 8 ball b... » Continue Reading

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