# 16; * blossom

10/20/2024

and suddenly all at once out of nowhere:

i wanted to pick you flowers.

i wanted to sing you songs.

whether its fleeting or not will be left to time.

but why not enjoy the present? why not enjoy every moment i have with you? will you stick around? will you become a forever?

my hands tremble at my sides. i try to laugh off every thought that comes to mind and it makes me look crazy. no one knows but me. no one might ever know but me. but god this spark's been fanned into a flame and i don't wanna burn down what little we have. i want to build. i want to build and build and build and build until my flame is safe in a fireplace. maybe its irrational. maybe its impulsive. but what else is my heart supposed to do when you talk to me that way? what else needn't i pay any mind to once ive melted at your feet? do you know just what you're doing to me?

do you see it, gumdrop?

or am i going crazy?

xoqr