2/25/2024 my favorite superstition is rushing to locate a wooden surface to knock upon after saying something with just a bit too much hope. tempting fate is a sin— it loves to watch the light die from the eyes of the unlucky and the unloved. to make an attempt at retracting my statement from its cruel jaws i rap my knuckles tentatively upon my desk, chair, whatever » Continue Reading
2/6/2024 sometimes i feel like i'm alone in looking out at the world. the windows are tinted so no one can look inside and see how much im hurting. no one even knows im there, i think. kaleidoscope butterflies— kaleidoscope eyes. kisses & dreams that are burnt at the stake for requesting freedom. stars in your eyes that go out one by one as the days pass. ink spilli » Continue Reading
i've been meaning to get to writing another one of these for, like, the past 3 days, i have a whole list of things to talk about but i think i am sick and tired of lists so i will just go wherever my brain takes me... right after i fuck up this pizza it's 2:40am i woke up from a """""""nap"""""""""" about two hours ago and only like 45min ago was able to drag myself out of bed and get food/prepare... » Continue Reading
[ written 1—27—24 , put the pen down 11:11pm ] a flute of champagne tastes sweeter when you look my way. i hope someday soon you'll look at the sky and the stars look just the way they did that one night when you were twelve. the buttons on one side of your coat that wouldnt snap on the other side. they were just for fashion not for function you told me. reali » Continue Reading
waow!! so my first real post here. i know i'm probably going to be talking to the void most of the time here but i'm used to it anyway 'cause that's all i do on my priv twitter where i spend all my time. but if i see one more ad or checkmark or bot or temu logo or Anything i'll probably end up tearing my eyeballs out so here i am— i've missed browsing forum sites and customizing my profiles... the... » Continue Reading