# 15; the rest of my plan

soo, it's summer now. technically. i still have quite a few assignments to get in before final grades are submitted but nothing i cant handle. ive been at this point with more on my plate before. im just kind of at the end of my rope right now? well, almost, at least. and not literally, i'm fine. i think? i just. at this time next year i'll be done with school, or damn near close. what am i gonna do after that? thats so scary, and i dont know. so heres my plan until then—

this summer i have a little checklist of things i want to do alongside working (i just got a new job back here at home for the summer and i'm kinda nervous but hopefully it'll shape up to be pretty rad) which includes stuff along the lines of plans with friends (dillon and my irls, colton and ashlyn, tanklets etc), trading bracelets with friends i didn't get to meet at 2ourdust, finally modding my 3ds, decorating my room because im gonna be living in it for at least another year maybe a bit longer and i don't want all my stuff to be in boxes for that long, and buy a few things for myself (including but not limited to— a new right airpod (current one is acting wack), the splatoon oled switch (ive had my current switch since 2017 and desperately need an upgrade), a pair of rollerskates, a bong, and this jacket because yeah). and then also i gotta smoke a lot of fucking weed this summer thats the last thing on the bucket list bc come fall im going to japaaaaan to study abroad a semester [: and then after that im gonna figure out the last of my school stuff, graduate, and then after that I DONT KNOW. i do not know what im gonna do! and thats Really scary :3 anyway rn i've been sleeping on my flooooor bc i'm not gonna let myself unpack until i finish all my schoolwork left to do and im not gonna sleep in my bed until i unpack. so theres that. i have a regular brain i promise

short blog post. i got a lot on my brain but not a lot to write about. gonna watch napoleon dynamite with da tanklets tonight i think. i got a decent chunk of things submitted to canvas today and am gonna try and do some more hw tonight since i don't work tomorrow. not too stressed with what i have left which is good :3 listening to cryptozoology and the bridge is happenign and im ascending unto heaven (its the best part of the whole song) (if anyone clicks on that link which i doubt anyone will but in case someone wants to prove me wrong the song starts at 3:36) ive also been yearning an extra pinch lately.......... enough more than normal to the pont where it aches— i dont like talking about it but its just the same old stuff ive always dealt with so ill get over it :3 cartwheels around the room

i miss playing genshin and prsk. maybe that should go on the pre—japan summer bucket list too. start playing those fuckass games again

i'm gonna stop yapping now

sweet dreams ᶻ 𝘇 𐰁

xo qr