# 6; i have not slept

it is 6:17 am i said i would start on my homework about twelve hours ago i got back from work and then was like i will play a few rounds of turf war. and then i will take a quick nap and tyhen do my homework. the Quick Nap ended up being 4 hours long and i woke up at about a quarter to 1am and like halfway through fobs set in sacramento. so Obviously i had to fucking watch (fuck the magic 8 ball btw i need to see 27 live at some point in my life or else i will explode). but then i got up and sat at my desk and OPENED THE ASSIGNMENT AND EVERYTHING I NEEDED TO DO TO COMPLETE IT! ALL THE GUIDELINES AND REFERENCES I SET UP MY PAGES DOCUMENT AND EVERYTHING. set font and size and started the header. looking good! but then i realized that sitting at my desk made me Sad and i wanted to be cozy. i told myself not to get back into bed until i finished my essay. but then i realized i was too upset about not being comfy to work so i told myself Ok you can sit in bed but you HAVE TO DO YOUR FUCKING ESSAY. and i was like OK i will i promise! then i got in bed and proceeded to Not do that. i have been fob brainrotting this entire time. which is like my favorite thing to do yes and i would rather spend my time no other way but i NEED TO GET MY SHIT DONE???? i don't talk to my roommates much but the one that lives in the room right next to mine Also stays up half the night like me and i texted them and discussed pulling an all nighter and i told her about how last year as a sophomore i stayed up all night a lot trying to finish work and how i would go to the dining hall on campus when it opened, eat breakfast and try to work there if i hadn't been able to get stuff done earlier. so it's 6:28 now and we're gonna meet in the living room to go eat breakfast at about 7. i am listening to and being sentimental about fall out boy and i have still not started my essay,. also i was gonna make this a good morning bulletin but i've written so much at this point that think i should make it a blog instead ?! one moment while i copy and paste

ok hello. on an unrelated note i am going to go into so much credit card debt later this month because of fall out boy im gonna buy that cland shirt the tour dates shirt with the happy moon/crying sun on it and the 8 ball keychain because apparently it works and it's fob themed and i know i'm getting the big one in pittsburgh too with my vip stuff but i Need the little one too ok. and there's all that and i also am going to need to pay for Transportation and Food and Hotel Room and all o fthat stuff and im anxious about it (Not To Mention I'm Going To Be Missing Like Half A Week Of Classes For It) but anyway

at least i have my laptop open and in front of me again. it's all charged too. hope i'm able to get it done before too long— before class at least?... i have printmaking at 10am and then ceramics directly after at noon. not looking forward to my ceramics class to be honest because i know i'll start to slouch by then. my last class (which i'm trying to write the essay on) is in 12 hours at 6pm and it's til 9:45... i'd like to sleep between 2pm and 6pm but i'm known to oversleep and that gives me no time to eat most of the day (and i already haven't been eating much). my friends invited me over tomorrow too and with how little i've been seeing them lately there's no way i'm not going. maybe i'll crash there... i'm definitely not letting myself sleep until this is done tho. i've done it before— it's not fun but like!! at least i know i'm capable and have a track record of pulling through when i need to the most. which is like right now. 6:33... 6:34 now. and now 6:35 because i got absorbed in my music again. i should get ready to leave soon...

whenever i go to bed, sweet dreams.. ᶻ 𝘇 𐰁

xo qr