First of all, I would like to say that Yukio Mishima was a far right nationalist and I don't agree with those beliefs at all, it should be painfully obvious that I am not right wing, I'm not a fascist, I'm not nationalist. Let's get that straight. I do think that his works still have literary value, it's not something you can really separate from his politics because they're so deeply embroiled in... » Continue Reading
What this blog is going to be is something like a diary of socializing and maybe me giving advice that I've learned and trying to test it out, seeing what works what doesn't and just like I need to write this down. I'm going to start by going over my motivations then a few notices then I'll talk about something I learned and then me practicing that and what I did well as well as what I should impr... » Continue Reading
My phone percentage. I don't feel good, could feel better feel high but I didn't ingest any form of drugs today nor yesterday actually I haven't in like 2 or 3 whole weeks. I've been laying off the stuff for a while. WHY AM I TYPING LIKE THE DUDE FROM FEAR AND LOATHING IN LAS VEGAS?? Great movie btw, inspired by a real person but also not that person happened to found Gonzo journalism very interes... » Continue Reading
I was gonna let today slide but then I saw the weekly slap posted and he's my rival now Because I used to watch schlatt all through high school and he was never consistent NOW he's consistent... smh... I will not be outclassed by this utter buffoon who sometimes gives sound advice but whatever, it's not about that! We must win, we're the underdogs, right, Moth Nation???? Anyway I've been busy and ... » Continue Reading
I kinda feel like taking a HUUUUGGEEE shit. Sorry. Sorry if anyone's eating, my humblest apologies, I canr apologize enough for potentially ruining your meal but I've been slacking in the dietary department. I need to sleep early like in the next hour or so. May need to skip my Celeste. So let me see what I can fit in... Advanced calculations - sooo let's see, I write this blog, I read long hallow... » Continue Reading
REPRESENT RESPRESENT SENT. Idk why that song is stuck in my head. I'm not listening to music rn, listening to random lectures. This is like the most pretentious thing ever but I've been listening lectures so I can pretend I'm in university. So sad my life is. Actually my life is complete bliss right now. I'm taking the last name of Alexa bliss because I'm so blissful. I'm just calm ig. I want to g... » Continue Reading
I'm back!!! Sorry for the loooonnngggggggggg hiatus, I needed to do some rethinking yk!! Conclusion I reached! What I need right now is not motivation, it's just to appreciate life. I've been really unhappy these days and I needed to learn to find the finer beauty in life. I wrote a long essay on this too and I loved how it turned out. I think I'm just gonna write about what I did and try to find ... » Continue Reading
I got distracted... I was reading. Yesterday I read a whole book of 52 pages but still I took notes and shir so it took longer. Letters to a Young Poet by Rainer Maria Rilke was the name. So i didn't write a blog Yesterday sorry. I almost fell into the same trap today with a different book which we'll get into... believe you me... we will. Oh shit i missed something! Damn! Well there's always tomo... » Continue Reading
Don't fucking talk to me today. This might be top 10 worst days ever. Nobody can take a hint either??? My family, I've had enough, man. I've realized that maybe positivity has its limits and that's okay. I'm an optimist, I could be more optimistic but whenever people talk to me they say "oh moth, always an optimist!" And I'm like HUH??? I guess I don't like when others feel negatively so I feel t... » Continue Reading
Errrmmm....hi- WHY DID YOU DITCH THE BLOOOGGGSSSSS??? I feel so rude for that reference but I genuinely like when someone says hi, the first thing i think is that video. The dude who made it seems nice just a tiny bit cringe. I think they're playing into it though a little bit. And everyone who was reactionary towards that video was fooled by it. They took the bait. Anyway, I got lazy and when i w... » Continue Reading
Greetings, reader. I am pleased to announce that operation "Slip_Moth" has been a success. We are a foreign race of alien and we planted the one you know as "Moth" on Earth in 2,022. The goal of our experiment was to determine whether or not one of our own could successfully integrate with human kind on earth and if so how long it would take. The "blogs" you have been reading were daily reports fr... » Continue Reading
Lowkey feeling conflicted... I gotta talk to people about these things more and a lot of people say they're open to it but i just never take anyone up. I've said that I'd be there for those people. I'm just unfair to myself all the time I think. I put up this facade of someone pompous and egotistical because i don't want people to know I Hatr myself or that I struggle with anything. I feel like Sq... » Continue Reading