Day 26 of being a regular old shmuck

My phone percentage. I don't feel good, could feel better feel high but I didn't ingest any form of drugs today nor yesterday actually I haven't in like 2 or 3 whole weeks. I've been laying off the stuff for a while. WHY AM I TYPING LIKE THE DUDE FROM FEAR AND LOATHING IN LAS VEGAS?? Great movie btw, inspired by a real person but also not that person happened to found Gonzo journalism very interesting. Look into it, that's your homework, my journalists!! Now go! BUT FIRST READ THE BLOG!

Two gifts - I got two gifts for you right now, chat. I got this 🖕 and this 🖕. I think the one dude in the wire said that, I love the writing in that show. I saw an episode today! It was great! Can you believe I used to hate this show???? And like the dialogue is pulpy and I love that, like the scene I was talking about is like something from an 80s crime novel while still being realistic. I love it!! I think I just hate the police. The show follows police officers so yk maybe it's that. Anyway I saw the first episode, it was great!!

I don't feel well at all, I feel genuinely terrible, I'm gonna speed up a bit. When I say that do yall imagine Wario ware.

Reading wayne-bo - I read more Jesus and John Wayne if I'm not feeling terrible later tonight I may read some proust but more interesting chapters, I'm absolutely hooked on that book. It's brilliantly written. They talked about uhh I don't remember. Sorry I have it written in my diary which I should use more.

Slow days - today was really slow actually it kind of flew by, I was moving from place to place and i can hardly recall most of it. But there were long stretches where I did nothing. I'd like to do more tomorrow and I probably will.

Regular old Joe - yeah I switched back to normal coffee... I'm just a regular old shmuck Like every body else, I wait in line at the grocery store, I eat spaghetti-os every morning, I get my newspaper outside. So turns out I've been quoting the line wrong. Anyway watch Goodfellas guys, I rewatched the ending and that movie is brilliant to watch that in 4k would be a blessing. I need 4k Goodfellas in my life. I realized that he only has his birth certificate and arrest warrant as proof of his life, his life literally means nothing without the Mob. That's crazy and sad. PLEASE WATCH GOODFELLAS.

SICK - yeah I think I may be sick, I'm just now realizing. Goodfellas is kind of my sick movie honestly, I yearn to watch Goodfellas again... damn watching that for the first time was magical honestly. 

Tomorrow - probably have to take care of my sister and my hound. I wanna clean up a bit and do some drawing too. 

Rambles - I FORGOT TO FIND SOMETHING TO RAMBLE ABOUT! I'm so disorganized. I'm sorry. Forgive me...

Recommendation - this one might be triggering if you find topics of violence or abuse or domestic abuse triggering maybe sit this one out but it's a powerful and important album that should be heard it's CALIGULA by Lingua Ignota. If you want a song from the album try Do You Doubt Me Traitor. 

Good night gonna collapse