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12 | all the hobbies ive had and how long they lasted
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the amount of hobbies and interests i have been into is insane. I have enough to last a lifetime. if something is listed here i was DEEP into it. like watching all the videos, reading all the forums and teaching myself some of them. green means its an ongoing hobby/interest anime (watching, fandom) - 5 years kpop (album collecting, stre » Continue Reading
21| barbie girl
Category: Life
my sugar daddy got me a barbie phone. he had been ghosting me since the election and i just asked him because im deeply in debt but wanted something cute. and he actually said yes. was $99. I was really mad at him because he kept ghosting me. i really thought i would drop him by now but he stalks me and finds me again. i've known him since 19 and » Continue Reading
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20| i want a boyfriedn
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For my 20th blog post, i will complain about being single. I had a really good 2 dates with a guy from the town im temporarily living in for college. we didn't work out because I'm graduating in a month and would move 2 hours north and he planned on starting his career in january, meaning he would move away from Indiana. Its so sad that i went through college without a relationship. ive been on co... » Continue Reading
19 | i'm a fake friend rip
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I legit am struggling to hang out with any friends this last semester. I dont want hang out with those people. i only have a few friends friend 1 - i've known her since freshman year. the only thing we have in common is our major as well as liking kpop. i feel like the only thing we talk about is kpop. when she asks to study with me, i cant focus because all she does is show me kpop videos, so i s... » Continue Reading
18| college girl goes to school challenge
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I'm going back to school soon. Its my last year. How The Fuck Have I Made It This Far?? I'll post pics of my travels later. dont worry. Right now im in credit card debt and it want to die. My "sugar daddy" came back in my life and promised me money for this month but hasnt pulled through. "just get a job" I HAVE ONE AND IT » Continue Reading
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17| i was quite literally the main character for a moment
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I've been here for 56 days. 56 Days full of experiences I've done a lot of things I never expected but one thing that stands out is the last time i went clubbing I went to this club called Zen this past weekend. at about midnight clubs convert their pool tables to little dancing stages for people to stand on and dance . We had j » Continue Reading
"i love you"
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i wish someone said that to me. just kidding its just been very isolating lately. life, that is im so lost and alone its sickening really. this is a cry for help. (a cry into the void.) the people who i wish were listening are not right now. they never are. im not sure what more i can do besides let it out on the internet. nobody is listening though, i know. » Continue Reading
16 | cope
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today i told my older sister about my healthy coping mechanisms. it was really freeing. I hope I learn to open up more. She makes it really easy because she's the only one in my family who is okay with me taking meds. Also, she understands where many of my issues come from because we grew up in the same house. It's interesting to see how we cope with the same issues differently. She's 25 so she's ... » Continue Reading
15 | new beginnings
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I promise this will be coherent. Now that school is officially over, I can focus on Korea. I really want to enjoy this trip. As I'm preparing for the trip, I can't help but think about all the fun things I will do, and all the people I will meet. There are so many things to look forward to and there will be so many firsts. I just get this feeling of nervousness mixed with excitement. This isn't y... » Continue Reading
14 | baby
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I feel like such a failure when i give into societal pressure. It was pointed out recently that my nose is uneven. I knew about it before but the fact that someone pointed it out confirmed that its obvious. I really want a nose job. I don't know what i care. I usually dont, and most days i couldn't care less about comments made about me. I guess im just getting older and want to find a partner. I... » Continue Reading
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11 | asymmetry
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I got my driver's license card and the picture makes it so obvious that my face is uneven. one eyebrow is higher and shorter than the other. its such a small thing but it throws my face off. i feel like one side of my face is lopsided... :( when i really relax or squint my eyes, one eye closes more than the other. my nose is also a bit asymmetrical. i'd be fine if one arm was longer than the other... » Continue Reading