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i SWEAR my blogs are not a reflctgion of mt personality theyre a refletion of my thoughts PLEASE im not boring and depressed i swear be my friend im really inteligent » Continue Reading
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the amount of hobbies and interests i have been into is insane. I have enough to last a lifetime. if something is listed here i was DEEP into it. like watching all the videos, reading all the forums and teaching myself some of them. green means its an ongoing hobby/interest anime (watching, fandom) - 6 years kpop (album collecting, stre » Continue Reading
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why do guys lie so much?? like i genuinely don’t understand how a dude can lie then be mad at ME for calling out the lies. this has happened many times. like i just realized that one person promised to get me a gift LAST OCTOBER and he said he sent it. after four months he said “it’s taking long because i’m in europe” it’s been almost 9 months… also the same guy who promised me a plane ticket that... » Continue Reading
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I never thought the SA i went through in korea was a big deal. sure it made me sick at the thought of i sex for a bit, but I didnt think it would affect me. after all, some of my friends joked about it. now that i think about it, it was my male friends who joked about it, thinking it wasn't that big of a deal. I went out with someone yesterday and he's cool. he's really tall and is probably one o... » Continue Reading
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i’m blogging from da phone, taking me out of the early 2000s immersion. anyways. old sugar daddy is asking to talk to me on the phone. he’s honestly getting on my nerves bc he’s gonna get all hot and heavy and not even pay. i hate it so much. like he is the epitome of manipulation. i mean, why would he message a 19 year old as a 50 year old in the first place? then offer an allowance and stuff, b... » Continue Reading
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The more i go to work, stare at a computer, and go to meetings, the more I dislike life a little more. I thought at 22 I'm supposed to be in my "fun career baddie" era, but it all feels so mundane and useless. Everyone in my life is pretty dull, except this one friend i've known since middle school. She is the one who inspired me to get into sugaring. Everyday I think about ho » Continue Reading
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my blogs are never, have never, and will never, been a "safe space" for under 18yo/s. this one isnt explicit, im just reminding lurkers. » Continue Reading
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ugh im so hungry I really want this dress even though it'll be so short that my ass will hang out of it. id wear it to the upcoming ren faire. I wanna dress up as a fairy. Also im re-watching Bojack for the 4-5th time. yippee. Archer is better imo. a friend from high school g » Continue Reading
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i saw this quote: “i’ve shown my body more times than i’ve received flowers even though i much prefer flowers.” it’s true. i’ve actually never gotten flowers except when i graduated. my phone is broken 🙂 i have $2000 bill from the dentists bc insurance didn’t kick in. i want to quit my job. i’m going to thailand in december, hopefully sponsored by my frie » Continue Reading
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the title is 100% real...unfortunately in pursuit of marriage i found myself in conversation with a 23 year old BOY who was a rich civil engineer. blonde hair and blue eyes, not really my type but whatever. I thought he was cute. he liked me on hinge first, and i was like okurr. I asked him why he's conservative and he said hes conservative "financially only". Whatever all rich people are. Also im... » Continue Reading
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I never used to be the type to hate someone for voting red. If my parents could vote, they'd vote red. I tend to claim to be left-leaning centrist. political quizzes say I'm libertarian (?) no a damn clue what that means, i hate labels. There's been a hiring freeze in US universities. Because of Trump and his boyfriend Elon. I got a job offer the DAY my protentional employer offered me a job. They... » Continue Reading
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hihi lots of things going on. mostly small. 1) job search I work at a medium sized public library right now. library assistant (customer service) $19.10/hr. Double what i used to make but its only part time so net about $1300/month. not livable with rent calculated, so i still live at home with my family. I'm going to quit soon. I got an interview offer for a top university in Indiana for an admin... » Continue Reading