24 | making out w a trump supporter---

the title is 100% real...unfortunately

in pursuit of marriage i found myself in conversation with a 23 year old BOY who was a rich civil engineer. blonde hair and blue eyes, not really my type but whatever. I thought he was cute. he liked me on hinge first, and i was like okurr. I asked him why he's conservative and he said hes conservative "financially only". Whatever all rich people are. Also im in fucking INDIANA. 

Turns out he hates welfare? and thinks people who steal baby formula are lazy. I ARGUED with him and he knew my viewpoints by the second date. but it wasn't a dealbraker for him so I though that I had convinced him. I'm stubborn as hell.

fast forward to our fourth date. we watched a movie and I was the date's uber driver bc i wanted to show him my new car (07 hyundai elantra, its not new-new). we sat in the car outside his house and started making out. between makeouts we were talking about our politics and I was like "why does he keep kissing me if he disagrees? is he just arguing bc he finds it hot" lo and behold the man was just tryna FAWK!! 

mind you, this man asked me for the n-word pass as a joke and i embarrassed tf out of him BECAUSE WHY ARE YOU SAYING THAT AS A 23 YEAR OLD MAN?? i should have left then and there but my mind was like "this is just gonna be another story to tell" 

His dad is buddies with the racist governor of Indiana. He is obviously a trumpie. whenever i criticized the administration he just sat there and looked at me like he was holding it in. 

After i asked him the "what are we?" question, He told me he would never be in a long term relationship with me, even though my profile AND his profile both say long term...man ive never wanted to swerve into someone's house more than when he left my damn car. I already decided that i'm just with him for the plot, but the fact that he had the audacity to say that to my face. he knew on their first date that i want to get married soon.

Men keep using me haha I might kms