27 | look @ my beach fit + life situation

my blogs are never, have never, and will never, been a "safe space" for under 18yo/s. this one isnt explicit, im just reminding lurkers.

"Why is she dancing the the gifs?" i was listening to the song above.  

I only own bikini's and i hate walking around in what feels like undervear. this is the summer look (if i go outside) this year:

(spachey im 22, dont give me issue, you see more at the goddam beach)

also i lost a dear friend this past month. 💔

he didn't die, he just is dead to me. he used to read my blogs but i dont think he can even contact me anymore if he did read this, so idgaf.

Yall dont understand how crappy this guy is considering i treated him like a bff/bf. he wanted me to post about him more in the past, so here it is. (imagine how much i had to fw with guy to make that whole blog about it....)

 This guy cut me off when he realized i no longer fit his kink. and i dont know why i thought a former n*zi would be a trustworthy person. . these men play with me as if i wont  & SUE them and fu*k their father as retaliation. i beg, stop playing with me, i am crazy.

talmbout how he changed and cant handle this or that like can eurotwinks do anything? good god. every day yall gotta prove that youre not like the other girls. just say youre broke...

I'd rather tie my p*ssy lips in a knot and zipline with it from the Empire State Building to the Brooklyn Bridge before ever, EVER blindly trusting a man again.

even therapy couldn't fix us, this is what would happen. its cannon. watch till the end, please: