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Category: Life
I'm just gonna explain what this blog is for, it really is just an outlet. One year ago I met this guy, he's older. Ever since then my life has been him. I can't focus without him. Through this blog you will learn about me. I just started high school, I'm pretty, skinny, I dress cool.. there really isn't much to say. I sound stuck up as I write that but really I'm just trying to give some informat... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
i abandoned him, i threatened him, i might expose him to his mother. his mom knows i exist but doesn't know the extent of what he did to me, he told her when he was strung out on crystal meth. for once i don't feel anything for this man, just a slight disgust and realization of what he is. i'm happy now, i have a boyfriend who spoils and cherishes me. life has gotten so much better » Continue Reading
Category: Life
i havent posted in 3 months so heres an update on it all. i just lost motivation, and i've come completely clear of his intentions. he told me he no longer loves me and he realized this when he started feeling that he was forced to say that he loved me. i felt so empty for a few days. i spent more than a year going through this horrible relationship with a pedophile, as much as i hate saying that ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Nobody talks about the emotional toll being in an age gap relationship can be. I know whats happening to me, I'm not an idiot. I don't care for boys my age either though. I love J. I really do, he was really drunk this morning. I haven't eaten much the past few days, since I've relapsed on anorexia. I've lost 6 lbs in the matter of days, so now I'm pretty skinny. Still diving deeper. But I'm just... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
i can now access this on my chromebook, just thought i share cuz maybe yall are in school bored » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I've relapsed on everything. Anorexia is back. I am also back to throwing up in the school bathroom; not often though, I hate throwing up. I usually do it over the summer in the bay bathrooms. Nobody can find out there. I cut myself after thinking of it for days, finally got out my old dull blades. They really didn't do anything, just styros. I feel like an idiot. I waited for him to ask me what w... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Happy Easter! If you celebrate it. I’m in the car so I’m writing this on my phone. My sister was sobbing like crazy earlier since she hates how she looks since shes chubbier and was calling me out because I’m thinner and pretty much said its unfair and I don’t understand not liking my body. I’ve struggled with anorexia since I was 9.. I feel sorry for her but that was like?? the fuck? Anyway, I wa... » Continue Reading
Category: Fashion, Style, Shopping
i love grandma shades of pinks.. does anybody have a depop to similar clothes like this? i have some but i want more clothes like this » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I was going a little manic yesterday, I mean I know he was talking to another girl but I don't know what about. We were talking last night, I was sitting in my chair with my hair down and makeup done. I had the pink and white pajamas that he had me call him names in on, and I just sat there holding my stuffed animal. It was late, I was tired; normally I'd be in bed around that time. I think it was... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. He was talking to another girl I'm pretty sure. She seemed like some kinky slut, I'm jealous. Am I special to you J? Please tell me you love me because if this isn't a love story than what else can it be? I sacrificed so much for y... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
We haven't spoken all day, and my mind is on haywire. He hasn't texted me or anything but I know he's awake and he doesn't work today. I've been waiting all day for a response, I feel like he doesn't love he and I'm going insane in his messages begging for a response or some sort of love. I think he's sleeping now. I feel like I'm not his treasure anymore, and he doesn't love me anymore. I don't k... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
Based off a situation I'm going through right now and how I felt in the moment he had me do this. I have no other way to talk about it, hence this blog. Later on, he calls me. We talked for a few hours. I told him about my day and how I and my friends were biking dow » Continue Reading
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