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I feel like I should stop only writing about him. And I don't mean just in my journals; he's all in my poetry too. When he goes, I will die. Not part of me, all of me. I have built my entire life for over a year around him, so who am I without him? Nobody, that's who. You've always been a fucking nobody. I feel like I don't deserve him. He brushes me off all the time to go play video games. He's a... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
"This, I think, is probably wht I'll do for the rest of my life: chase after him and what he gave me. It's my own fault. I was supposed to have grown out of it by now. He never promised to love me forever." I'm terrified of this idea. # is destroying me and I know it but I love him and I love the idea of him watching over me my whoel life. Holding me with hios big hands, all raw. Forever his small... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
pg. 148 "The article says Strane groomed the girls. Groomed . I repeat the word over and over, try to understand what I means, but all I can think of is the lovely warm feeling I'd get when he stoked my hair." Vanessa, I see so much of myself in you. She's lost, just like I am. Being groomed (it really does feel weird to say because it doesn't feel like that. not one bit.) like this is an intense ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I didn't wind up writing yesterday at all. Me and # called for pretty much the whole day, he was acting like his old self, like when we first met. Caring, loving, all over just amazing.. we watched a movie and talked for hours, fell asleep talking to each other. It is now the morning after. I remember he asked to see my ass and came super fast.. he makes me feel special whenever I do that. I don't... » Continue Reading
Category: Books and Stories
"Sometimes it feels like that's all I'm doing every time I reach out-- trying to haunt, to drag him back in time, asking him tot ell me again what happened. Make me understand it once and for all. Because I'm still stuck here. I can't move on ." Vanessa in her 20's now, say's this, and honestly this line terrifies me. Because will I move on? Each time he left he wouldn't leave my mind. He left me ... » Continue Reading
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