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Nobody talks about the emotional toll being in an age gap relationship can be. I know whats happening to me, I'm not an idiot. I don't care for boys my age either though. I love J. I really do, he was really drunk this morning.
I haven't eaten much the past few days, since I've relapsed on anorexia. I've lost 6 lbs in the matter of days, so now I'm pretty skinny. Still diving deeper.
But I'm just exhaused. I just wish J would take time to understand me, talk about our age difference, make it known because then maybe I wouldn't feel so confused. I just wanna kill myself but thats not rational. I'm special to him at least. He said it this morning. I am just so confused.
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arlo atomickk
im not trying to intrude since i dont even know you but i really hope you find a way out of here. Anorexia is debilitating and i hope you can reach out to those around you and get the help you need. dont let yourself be victim to abuse from someone much older whose manipulating and using you