I know you're going to end up reading this. This is in retaliation for the absolute blasphemy that you two have been posting on this god forsaken website. Yes, I'm referring to both you. I am very aware of the sins you're committing. We, are aware of you're shenanigans. Now, I shall start going on and on about my boyfriend. Yes. This is happening. I'm making this shit happen. Get ready to crin... » Continue Reading
J and P are leaving town to go hang out with friends in the town over. I am so incredibly excited because this means that I get time alone and time to hang out with my BOYFRIEND !!! We're planning on watching Sin City and we're going to play Minecraft. I love playing games with him and I love watching movies with him so fucking much Whenever we watch a movie together that he likes or is very know... » Continue Reading
I have learned that I am not allowed to stand up for myself or my space in the house I live in currently. I also learned that my entire house was just hearing me use words they did they understand without bothering to learn the meaning of them or asking me to define them. I often use the words pedantic to describe myself. Apparently not a single one of my roommates knew what that word meant and we... » Continue Reading
Shroom trip was interesting. Tripped way harder then I thought I was going to but I am in no way complaining. Had a huge ass realization about myself and I feel kind of bad that it took mushrooms for me to realize this I'm in love with him I knew that I love him and that he's very important to me but I wasn't aware of exactly how deep my love for him ran. I want him in my skin. I want his scent in... » Continue Reading
Hello fellow retards and homosexuals. Tonight I shall indulge on the wonder that is MUSHROOMS. I have purchased my pack and I am very excited to trip ball sack. Though I am not excited about having to share the experience with one of my roommates. This will be her first time and my... Over 100th time. I may have had a bit of an issue a year or so back and that's on me I guess. There is a bright s... » Continue Reading
No clue what to categorize this under because it's just gonna be a bunch of random bullshit and will probably end up being about my boyfriend . My Mom's coming to town today and I get to see her my brother and Nana. That's cool. I wish I could say that I missed them but I didn't. I'm told that makes me a bad person but I rarely experience the emotion of missing someone. There are very few people ... » Continue Reading
I live in a 2 bedroom appartment with 5 other people making it 6 in total. I have absolutley no privacy, no say in anything, and everyone is always fighting and yelling. This is what I swear is the 100th time that I've been woken up by a female roomate, who I will refer to as 'J', yelling and screaming about random bullshit. Yes, it's 9am, but there are still people sleeping? I sleep on the floor ... » Continue Reading
Newsflash everypony, I LOVE MY FUCKING BOYFRIEND !!! He's actually the best thing that has ever happened to me. I think he's a gift sent to me from God as an apology for all the bullshit that I've experienced in my damn near 22 years of life. I am eternally greatful to experience his love and to be able to share my life and time with him He's the most attractive being on this planet. I stare at pi... » Continue Reading
How the actual fuck did I get so lucky? I managed to land the best fucking guy I've ever fucking met and had the honor of being in a relationship with, AND he ACTUALLY loves me back? I don't know what the hell I did to deserve him, but I am incredibly greatful He's perfect in every possible way. He get me unlike anyone else I've ever talked to. It's crazy. I can say whatever I want in any way and ... » Continue Reading
It's storming hella crazy rn. Lightning and thunder and the rain is perfectly strong. Whenever it storms I find myself looking off into the sky as I take a drag of my Marlboro, thinking about him. He makes me feel like stroms do. Excitement, happiness, pure unadulterated joy. He's like a storm. People think he's bad, that he's undesirable, but to me, he's everything I love most. I can't begin to e... » Continue Reading
MMMMM BAAAAAACK Been off this site for 7 months but Im back occasionally for awhile. Not doin much and just straight vibin and playin lots of Fortnite. Hmu if your bored or need people to talk tooooo!!! Have good day bitchez :3 » Continue Reading
Latley Ive been feeling so bored and empty like theres nothing to do and every time I try and do something I just feel even more bored and depressed then when I wasnt doing anything. Ive talked to my med doctor and he doesnt want to perscribe me any anti-depressentd until we get my antipsychotics figured out but everythings worse when Im in this mental state and I dont know what to do about it a... » Continue Reading