How can one man get SO lucky

Newsflash everypony, I LOVE MY FUCKING BOYFRIEND!!! He's actually the best thing that has ever happened to me. I think he's a gift sent to me from God as an apology for all the bullshit that I've experienced in my damn near 22 years of life. I am eternally greatful to experience his love and to be able to share my life and time with him

He's the most attractive being on this planet. I stare at pictures of him often because of how beautiful he is. My favorite thing is his eyes. They're so cold and piercing but I find that incredibly interesting. When he smiles I get all warm and fuzzy. I'll never get over the feeling of the first time he told me he loved me. It was hard to believe it for the first while but I now trust that he means it. Fully

I want to see him. I need to hold him in my arms and feel him breathe. Feel his heart pump blood through his body. I want to spill that blood. I need to prove to myself that he's real and alive. He makes me feel alive. I don't think I've ever been this obsessed and intrigued by another person before much less a man. He calls me his girlfriend even though my dicks bigger then his. I like it. I like him

One day I will get what I want. I know I will. God owes me and if this is how he's making things up to me then he better keep his promise of making this all worth it. I think he's worth it. More then actually. I'd do anything for him. Anything he asked me to. Anything

Hey darling, I love you