Vlogging is basically choosing to put your life behind a lens, but it's more than that. It's recording even usually quiet moments, good conversations, putting the more secretive moments of your life out there for consumption. Doing that is difficult. For the last week I've been trying to vlog. I've been trying to capture everything, little moments, self-care, book hauls, going out to my favorite p... » Continue Reading
today I went shopping AND my mystery y2k clothing style box arrived! I treat myself a little, I got two Juicy couture purses, two JC self care sets, a JC wallet (so cute), a Kate Spade wallet (hot pink), new make-up, accessories for my flip phone, and some new skin care stuff! It was a bit of a splurge but I adjusted my budget so it's okay. I unboxed the clothes and everything was perrrrfect! I h... » Continue Reading
I didn't do much today, it was maintenance day. I got my retwist, I grocery shopped, and I cleaned. I didn't do much else. I have school shit to do, but its no big deal. Despite being a day where I take care of myself, at least physically, I feel so low and so lost. I'm really bummed out. I did my makeup to see if that lifted me some but it did not. I also decided to vlog today, I'll continue the... » Continue Reading
Today I went out with a friend. It was on a whim, but it was lovely. It reminded how great it is to have friends that just drop-in on you. I had been holed-up for the last week, stewing. I did something I wasn't proud of and it made me become reclusive, I folded in because I was afraid I'd been hurting people around me without ever realizing. I didn't, don't, want to be someone who hurts others. ... » Continue Reading
Obviously, this is just my opinion. Relationships have become so idealized and so sad. There's so many people who don't know how to build a good foundation, or how to be healthy to other people, who want and deserve love and that presents itself as rushed romance, anxious attachment, and perpetual heartbreak. That girl you met two weeks ago is not your soulmate, that boy you've been with a month i... » Continue Reading
I recently got into gyaru fashion (himegyaru and rokku gyaru being favs), and it makes me want to start upcycling my clothes and reallyyyy sewing. I know how to sew, and have a few unfinished projects, but I don't have the fabrics n such for what I want to do. AND JOANN'S CLOSED???? How am I meant to live my fashion dreams in these conditionss?!?! Of course I could thrift or buy on shein and what... » Continue Reading
I just saw a post of someone posting their DNI and a bunch of ppl commented arguing about their DNI criteria... Be so serious?? People are allowed to not want to interact for any reason, or no reason at all, and if their criteria includes you it includes you. The worst of it that I saw was because one of thier DNI's was ppl under a certain age. Why is that a problem? The chances that someone my ag... » Continue Reading
Maybe i'm not looking in the right places but lately horror movies have suckeddd! 'Heart Eyes' was just horrible, worst one yet. The whole trope was cheaply executed, lacked imagination, abd was just another jason remake tryhard with some holiday spirit... then for the twist to be the killer is a throuple with a kink for murder? ugh ok. It just felt so shallow. Horror, to me, is about the irratio... » Continue Reading
I completely forgot about this account but I'm so glad i found it again, i love this site. Its so interesting to see the person I was 2 years ago, i love her. I'll def be blogging more often now that I'm back, I have soooo much time. Hopefully I can do younger me proud and actually keep it up this time. psuedo-think-pieces here we go.... » Continue Reading
Just watched Jennifer's body again, ofc after a good dose of clueless (had to keep my sanity :p). I'm gonna watch the conjuring tn (after a few more favs). There really isn't anything like the rush of watching Jennifer's body when you're mad about a boy. Halsey's killing boys, then princess castle by Jazmin Bean? Yeah, he'll die if I get a say. Anyways, join my cult where all we do is watch trage... » Continue Reading