retwist and vlogging

I didn't do much today, it was maintenance day. I got my retwist, I grocery shopped, and I cleaned. I didn't do much else. I have school shit to do, but its no big deal. 

Despite being a day where I take care of myself, at least physically, I feel so low and so lost. I'm really bummed out. I did my makeup to see if that lifted me some but it did not. I also decided to vlog today, I'll continue the vlog and edit it tomorrow, but I feel like the whole vibe of it was off. 

I think some of the 'low-ness' is just not always taking care of myself in non-physical ways (sleeping properly, eating well, etc), but I'll just have to be more mindful of that moving forward. It's too easy to let myself continue to fall into this more, but I really don't want to. I'll let this be my commitment to do that moving forward. 

I skipped a few steps in my routine today (yoga, tea time, morning adjustment, etc) and I did yesterday too, I'll be careful to not let that continue because I'm already in such a funky mood and I don't need to feel worse. 

In other news...

I got my flip phone today and I'm doing my unboxing video (for something else) tomorrow!! I have reasons to be excited! So I'll try to focus on that instead of how low I feel right now.

Pray for me that I don't go to bed with my makeup on.