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I am 26 and dying in Canada
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Category: Friends
~I had this friend who crossed the line on my boundaries and would disrespect me and others, when confronted they would switch between nonchalant dismissal and turning on the water works, where her life was so difficult and that we could never hope to understand what she was going through (most of were going through the same thing, but didnt have the luxury of rich family members who accepted us a... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
G reet the sun with a scowl , its waking cuts my eyes I feel its waking rays like whips , telling me to start the day Walking in shadows » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
~I have a problem where I view most people as shining beacons of idealism that I want to emulate, and then I get to know them... Now I understand that nobody is perfect, but its terrifying to me to meet people who act like these majestic angels on first encounter, but I quickly learn to be dissapointed in them, if they presented themselves as human, then maybe I wouldnt have these issues with them... » Continue Reading
Category: Music
Todays song is Jasmine and Rose by Clan of Xymox » Continue Reading
Category: Music
~I have an online journal I write in to keep myself stable and sane. One portion of this online journal is doing daily reviews of songs I liked and writing it down, from now on, I will try to sh » Continue Reading
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Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes
~When I was about 8 years old I drew every day, it was one of the best ways to calm myself. I drew everything from dinos, to classmates to what I saw on my walks. As time went on however my ADHD; which was left untreated because my parents didnt believe in meds started to annoy them. I was banned from anything artistic for years, the only time I got to draw or paint was in 10th grade art class, I ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
~So I have a problem, thankfully most people dont notice it, whether its on a discord vc or over the phone. I have a strong urge to kiss goodbye. Whether its my friends over discord, or some random scam caller over the phone, I must fight the urge to go kiss kiss at the end of every damned call! Thankfully my mic rarely picks it up. But I still hold the occasional dread of someone noticing me maki... » Continue Reading
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Category: Movies, TV, Celebrities
~ I am convinced thoroughly, by purely myself and my own will, that 3am is the perfect time watch movies. Not active enough for my brain to demand I stand up and dance and sing. But not yet deadened by the need to sleep that I can not simply stay still and watch 2 hours of some movies. And interestingly enough, speaking of my insomnia, the movie I watched this night was exactly about the subject. ... » Continue Reading
Category: Friends
~I have a secret bag! You can't see whats inside stinky!~ Silly bestie will never see mwahahaha » Continue Reading
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Category: Movies, TV, Celebrities
~Good morning/day/evening/timeless my lovelies!~ I have recently decided what what I really needed distracting me, were films, mostly this week were comedy films with a healthy dose of corny campy energy stuffed into them. Sadly I was either sleep exhausted, or drunk in half of the viewings. But sobriety won out in the viewing of this, only the distractions of a particularly charming woman were ge... » Continue Reading
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Category: Food and Restaurants
~Alright lovelies, so its fucking exam weeks for the next few...well weeks. So, while locking myself in my room and masturbating to pics of myself, I realized I needed to buy more food. Now normally I would travel a bit and go to the grocery store a bit further down my street and buy fish and maybe some Tims. This time however, not wanting to waste time I went to Metro to buy groceries, and wantin... » Continue Reading
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