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just what is the need for this part 11

Category: Friends

Funny how in one message, I can ruin your life. But I decided to be a better person. I don't get where you get the audacity to put the one boy that not only lives next to me. But is also the only person I care about and slowly put him against me. It's not fair I did nothing wrong and I could do you so fucking dirty right now, but what is the point I'm leaving any way it's not my business anymore b... » Continue Reading

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facts!!!!!

Category: Life

sometimes you just gotta say I'm way too pretty for this bulshit  » Continue Reading

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you don't deserve me part 10

Category: Blogging

you don't deserve me because I did nothing wrong and you acted like this. it's a horrible feeling finding out that the people that you thought were your friends are the ones that are bad for you my heart starts hurting again I know the problem is: hanging out with the wrong people is what kills you slowly I did nothing wrong made some human mistakes because I'm growing as a person and becoming old... » Continue Reading

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how i feel in a song

Category: Podcast

''I've been tryin' to make you love me But everything I try just takes you further from me'' » Continue Reading

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another night is becoming an overthinker part 9

Category: Friends

the website where i keep my blogs is deleted now when I need it, even more, you ignored me again today I don't know why i even care wondering again did you find out i talked to your friend about you even your friend that stood with you acted weird he did say hey but something isn't right maybe its the voices telling me the worst again maybe youre not yourself again because of the drugs maybe it is... » Continue Reading

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the start of something new part 8

Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes

I got great news I am leaving soon I talked to my mom about it and she wants to help me I'm going for 6 months away I can't wait maybe all these things happened cus I needed the final push to leave I can't wait for a new fresh beginning and a new journey to find myself as the quotes go ''once you give up everything you can find a way to be happy it's one of my favorite quotes I don't think people ... » Continue Reading

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the thruth will set you free but first it will piss you off part7

Category: Blogging

it's hurt when you thought the friends that you made are talking about you're back its an awful feeling my first response is always to back off and leave but what if it happens at work what do you do then I mean you have at every workspace were they talk shit but I don't get why to like what is the need for that I hate people I'm nervous about my therapy lesson tomorrow my heart hurts for some rea... » Continue Reading

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obsession part 6

Category: Friends

I saw you today you looked adorable with your glasses you didn't even look at me acting like I wasn't it's okay I'm used to it by now I feel like I'm finally getting over you and now you're getting hotter how is that fair I guess life is not fair at all cus it only feels like I'm acting like I'm over you when I know if you would text me to meet up I won't say no cus I don't wanna say no cus I'm af... » Continue Reading

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better days part 5

Category: Friends

the days are getting better and I feel like nothing is in my way I knew this day would come and I can't wait for what tomorrow brings I have some last word for you it feels like there is this circle going on that if you give me the attention I find happiness in that and if you act weird I feel sad but the thing is I don't care anymore you can have your bad days and act weird al you want it is fine... » Continue Reading

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end of a friendship part 4

Category: Friends

You can be mad all you want  but the days are finally getting better so why would I let how you feel affect me. I can do nothing about your feelings. how are you so fucking sensitive. it was one joke you said it was fine 3 days later you're mad I asked if we were oke you said yes now you decide to be mad that's not oke you can't just decide to be pissed at me when you want especially when you know... » Continue Reading

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to him

Category: Romance and Relationships

I'm in love with you I don't think you know how good it is to look across a room and see you standing there and its not fair that I'm thinking of you and you probably haven't even thought of me at all's not fair that I'm hurt and you're not its not fair that you get to decide to leave me when I have so many reasons to leave you how can you do this to someone who cares about you and except you for ... » Continue Reading

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I'm forced to choose myself part 3

Category: Life

these days feel like I'm forced to choose myself I don't get why im so easy to delete are the memories we have made and the love that I give and loyalty, not enough for respect to tell me why you would delete me that easy without explanation maybe I deserve it in some way I don't know for what but it must be for something karma is a bitch they say I can't do this anymore its al crumbling up and it... » Continue Reading

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