"chillinggg"
seventeen -- she/her
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Category: Art and Photography
i can't seem to make what i like out of my mind!! i wish i could cut my head open and pour my thoughts onto a piece of paper and be done with it!!! i wish i could express things well, but i'm so so tired of being upset with what i make. i want to be good at it. i want to try. i want to spend hours and hours on a project and BE HAPPY WITH MY RESULTS! i want to create what i like, i don't like being... » Continue Reading
Category: Romance and Relationships
recently, i've had a conversation with a friend that stuck in my mind. why is finding a relationship these days so unromantic? why must we find relationships through random adding people on snapchat and hoping they're attractive to us? and stopping once you find out how they look? isn't that so... fake? what happened to meeting people naturally? starting a conversation with the intent of making a... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
i feel like its so difficult to do what you like nowadays! unfortunately unless you're crazy passionate or talented or creative you can't pursue your dreams. i'm so worried about my future!! sometimes, i just want to do what i want with my life without worrying whether i succeed or not, or whether i'll get money from what i'll do in the future! i want to shut off my brain! i want to listen to musi... » Continue Reading
Category: Friends
updates!! life's been good!! i'm really happy that i stopped being friends with that group of people. i never realized how horrible they were until i made new friends. anyways, they're pissing me off with a lot of their behavior. i'm eating well again :) i don't skip lunch anymore! i'm getting closer with new people, and ive never realized how much ive held back because of them! things do get bett... » Continue Reading
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Category: Friends
i believe that when you think that someone's not a good person--especially if they're your friend--, you should tell them. tell them that you don't like their behavior. be truthful, even though it sucks. ignoring them, however, is possibly one of the most shittiest things you can do. with that said, i don't know exactly what i had done wrong. it's very frustrating being ignored by your only group ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Friends
JUST A SMALL VENT RAHHHH i HATE group project works WTFFF why are we having one NOW?!??!? WHEN I KIND OF......DON'T HAVE ANY FRIENDS???? i mean i do but theyre kinda actively ignoring me which makes me feel rlly pathetic tbh. i'm seriously distancing myself from them now, and i hardly spoke to them all day. but it feels like im the only one affected??? i'm so tired of everything and i seriously wo... » Continue Reading
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Category: Friends
Hi, from my last entry i had basically described what had happened with my friendgroup and i. a lot of people had suggested that i should unfriend and distance myself from them, which i somewhat agree with. the thing is, it's hard. it's hard to not try to join in their conversations (even though i feel stupid for asking 'what's happening?' or 'what's funny?') and it's hard to ignore them altogethe... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
so recently ive felt like my group of friends have been leaving me behind. i had a test last week or so and it was like...a small presentation i had to give to my teacher. it was honestly a 10 minute presentation. my friends finished theirs before i did, and wanted to out to a nearby shopping mall for lunch. i asked for them to wait for me, but no one seemed to care, and refusing to wait. i unders... » Continue Reading
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