i'm glad i left my friends

updates!! life's been good!! i'm really happy that i stopped being friends with that group of people. i never realized how horrible they were until i made new friends. anyways, they're pissing me off with a lot of their behavior.

i'm eating well again :) i don't skip lunch anymore! i'm getting closer with new people, and ive never realized how much ive held back because of them! things do get better :'D

right now i have to fight for the position for a club with one of my ex-friends, which kinda makes me angry because like...there can be two presidents...but they're being fucking petty and wanting to solely be the prez....fucking bitch....... why make it a big deal? either way if im not winning i'll leave the club. theres no point in working with people who won't listen to others and aren't responsible, claiming that "no one cares about the club". like bruh wtf you dont even know how much funds we have... you don't even know how much money YOU spent on expensive materials without considering the money!! fuck off!!!

i'm in a better place! they just piss me off so bad!!!!!!!!! sorry that this blog is kinda messy >:O it pisses me offffffffff arghaghghhghh i'm not even sad about them anymore! i'm just annoyed and angry and annoyed!!!

i'm glad i'll be graduating next year!!!! i hope i don't see anyone here ever again!!!1!!! 

to anyone who's experiencing this!! it WILL get better. i felt like my world collapsed when i felt abandoned by them, but dude...if theyre doing this to you, then maybe its a good idea that you aren't friends with them anymore. they don't deserve to be your friend, and it's good that you don't involve yourself with people like that.