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Category: Blogging
I am already in college now and I found a lot of new friends its like a whole new world again. I love studying Psychology but the subject units that I have to earned is wearing me off, I am drained and tired, sometimes I ask myself, what shit matter today, does it matter in the future? what if im doing all of my best here and in the future I took a different path. I am a scholary granted student a... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
It's been a year and I can see that my grammar and english is improving now, but sometimes I notice my friends can't understand me because I speak too fast there are time I think I have ADHD or maybe im on the spectrum, but who knows. It's been 2 years since I'm tried to lose weight and I always fail because I keep going back, binging and starving its a very exhausting cycle. If I get skinny 85% o... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
Ever since then, I keep a diary to myself as this is where I write down things to talk a lot about my feelings, in our household where I am neglected there is no space for me I can vent myself out. So, I love the internet, when I get so sad I can just watch anime, when I get too miserable I just read books, when I am stress I just watch movies. Having access to the internet is a privilege, and I t... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
Twitter is going through some bad shit as Elon Musk bought the rights of that app and now he controls everything. Twitter used to be so so fun, now its like lowkey lame, anyways. A lot of things happen in my first years in college, I met a lot of new people and formed bonds with them. College for me is such a scary thing because I will lose everything the moment I fail a class. I'm a scholar stude... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I had already decided before that I am going to live my life alone, I don't have any plans to marry or have children. Growing up in this household made me insane, I know something is wrong with me and my mother would be the first person I would blame. What is it with mothers that treat their eldest daughter like shit? the person I hate the most would be my mom and my sympathy towards her, I don't ... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
Tomorow, we will start our face to face classes and just looking at my class schedule makes me churn because I'm now in college and our profs told us that there will be no term this time so I will be taking 9 subjects with me for the whole semester starting this January up until May,,,,what the fuck. I hate this country so much, is it possible to feel homesick for a place you had never been in bef... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
I know some of y'all knows about women empowerment. Saying things like "I support womens wrong" bitch pls NO? that's too much of gone girl of you, stop watching it. To be honest women empowerment doesn't apply to all females. Of course I do support the empowerment movement, I am a feminist loud and proud but I do say bullshit about women who r sexist, homewreckers, cheaters and also double standar... » Continue Reading
Category: Friends
a friend of mine attempted suicide today and nothing felt more heartbreaking after hearing the situation. My heart shattered, I cried hard to my pillow. Wondering what would happen if she really went gone? she's the most person I could relate to we have a lot of things in common and spending time with her really filled with laughs, my friend loves to dance and I want to see more of her dancing, my... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
The world know our histories, the torture and killings in this country is well known. Ferdinand Marcos Martial Law always hunt me, from insights down to confessions of the victims under his term. I am scared of what will happen to my country, for my fellow Filipinos got so used to the abused and corruption that they idolized fascist leaders, its like a stock holm syndrome. I am aware of Ferdinand ... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
i hate myself prolly most of the time and I know whats the reason behind all of this hatred. It's the people around me, they are the most problematic down from the double standard mfs. In household like mine I have this mindset that I have to survive or either I'm going insane, no joke because literally??? my uncle unalive himself because of the ground he is in, but not me bitch not today not next... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
The pandemic stole my teenage years, before in my senior high days all I wish to experience is the college life I know its going to be hard but hey the learning is what I wanna go for I wanna take Psychology and look where I am right now, in front of my laptop, tryna learn something over a zoom class. I hate it so much, that I didn't asked my mom to enroll me for freshman college. I wonder when wi... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
Too big, too small Can I even fit? Told too many tales To love no other but yourself Too many lies For I tried a lot of takes Too restless to continue Why can't I just be me In a cycle of hatred and agony I found myself in greed When could I be Satiate by my own n » Continue Reading
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