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Category: Life
want to start this by saying that i havent been here for a loooonngg time. a lot of things have changed, people around me have changed, i have changed. and i wish that in this post i was writing about the fact that ive found my comfort person but thats a lie. if i wouldve remembered about this site like 2 months ago, that is what i wouldve written. ive finally found someone who gets me, who brings... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I’ve been thinking about going to college for a long time. it’s in top 10 of my problems right now. it's actually so weird, because I thought I wouldn’t still be alive for this to happen. like, I'M GOING TO COLLEGE! YAY! new people, new learning, new everything, living in a city to which I’ve been like 4 times in my entire life. it’s kind of exciting. maybe earning a few new friends, getting away ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
`unreasonable` is the word, that has stuck with me for the past week or so. i dont seem to throw it out of my mind, for some reason. i manage to say it in almost every sentence, that i speak. i dont know what exactly this word means to me, or what it symbolizes, or whats its reason. but maybe its because the word `unreasonable` itself is very unreasonable and everything in my life for my whole exi... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
these past few weeks have been really weird. and i kind of want to understand what is going on with me and eveything around. but at the same time i dont feel like i want to mess up my head with some more bullshit. these weeks have been hurtful, like really. people are interesting beings actually. sometimes i wonder if they even want to understand other people. i mean, do they understand that you... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
i love sleeping. like a lot. really i do. but falling asleep, that's impossible. i always think about something. sometimes my thoughts go that far, that i cant control them anymore. its like they control me. also, i cant fall asleep without specific things. like my shark (stuffed animal), my blanket, or my heart pillow. and i don't think that's normal. but i cant help it idk. cant fall asleep with... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
future is that topic, you can talk about for eternity. i just have always felt like i dont know it. i never had those big dreams and plans as a kid like `i want to be a doctor` or something like that. i just always was like i was. i cant make a huge decisions. i cant even make decisions like what color shoes should i choose or some stupid shit like that. gonna start with that i never thought... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
there was this one guy. we were texting like in February of 2020. like a looong time ago. so we kind of `dated`. then we broke up. whatever. so after that i didn't see him for around 1 year and a half. he was the guy who would drain me out completely. this was how our relationships were like. they were tiring. so as i go to the same school as him it was easy to bump into him few times in a day. th... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
i dont have a huge experience in relationships with people. never had a lot of friends. sometimes didn't have them at all. I think I learn about it in the hardest way. and not in the right period of my life. by now I should have known how to interreact with people. but I'm still learning it. people sometimes just doesn't even see me as a person whose thoughts are worth something. I don't thin... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
"you just have to" ive heard that fraise a lot of times in my life. people always expect you to do something. But you have to do it. why cant i do something i really want to do? theres always someone who says that I have to do something even if it never affects me. I just feel like all my life I've been told that I have to I have to be good sister I have to be good friend I have to be good da » Continue Reading
Category: Life
sometimes i think that im oversharing. with everything. talking too much about myself. or about things. i see small details in like everything. istg its true. maybe because i dont have anything more interesting in my life than just watching people. not in a creepy way. just in interesting way. im interested in small, not important, details that people do. because almost nobody does the same thing... » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
im often writing. its like my escape from reality. even tho things i write about is my current feelings. i just thought i could share one of my pieces i never thought that i would feel something that did not exist it was your love it almost felt real » Continue Reading
Category: Life
kind of feeling like i should be better, do things better, make everyone feel better. but what if i want to make it worse. i dont really care about anything except me and people i love. and i dont really care if it makes me self centered or selfish. why i should care about anything and everything if nobody cares back. and caring about EVERYTHING in this world very hurts me. its hard to keep up wit... » Continue Reading
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