past few weeks.

these weeks have been hurtful, like really. people are interesting beings actually. sometimes i wonder if they even want to understand other people. i mean, do they understand that you cant get everything you want? 

i could describe it like this : its like your falling then randomly grow wings and start flying. then someone chops your wings off and youre falling again. and like that over and over, till you touch the ground. but will you touch the ground while your flying or falling? nobody knows, nobody will know till the end. and you dont know how to change it, how to get out of this cycle. 

i mean its not that bad i guess. though saying that im alright is a lie. but it will get better eventually, right? i mean it has to.