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Category: News and Politics
doing what i want because I'm living for myself, lost at a means just to put it on the shelf top top top ten cant put me down if they wanted to might change but never leaving so if you look down at the coin player Remember the fee. it was never the same because they embraced the less, don't box me with pine always the oak let me watch from a different perspective. let me saok like the last acry... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
To put my perspective, thoughts, and contemplations on this letter is what I want. For you to understand how I felt/ feel is what I need. To my Mr.coco, I’m 19 now. my mental, priorities and needs are different. I cannot carry the expectation of what was. I can only look to what’s happening now and actively in my life. That being said though, I didn’t even have the intention of leaving us ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
I’m hurt, I’m angry, for reasons I have yet to fully comprehend. » Continue Reading
Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes
Before I even try to decipher what I truly feel, I want to let you know that you deserve so much better. To my forever lover, my eyes are starting to open, and I’m constantly receiving new opportunities. My goals have changed since then. It all aligns with who I am as a person. Though you knew me better than most, and as I you… I feel like we never really knew each other, or at least knew crucial ... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
I can’t tell if I’m actually bi polar or I have severe mood swings because, I loved my life yesterday.. I even felt peachy keen this morning.. but why do I want nothing more then slit my wrist.. or maybe suffocate myself until I can my eyes roll back and mind escape.. it’s dangerous for my emotions to switch so violently.. I’m scared for the next time. » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
How do you make yourself aware of things that don’t have real meaning to you? I have to train myself to be a better person.. but where do I start?.. » Continue Reading
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Category: Music
soooo i recorded a song with my brother jere, it’s isn’t rly good.. but it’s a start.. I can’t wait to put my heart in tunes. My sound cloud link issss https://on.soundcloud.com/PoSxx32tZHJ6PZA78 » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
I hope you know you changed my perspective on life, I wanted to be your wife, Wanted to grow old maybe turn 60 » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
I’ve been thinking a lot about my future , and I think I want to change my game plan. (I Don’t have anyone I trust enough to tell, and I need this in writing so I can remind myself) I’m going to pack my things and move. I’m Most likely going to go job corp so they can help me get on my feet. I know I can’t bring ALL my things to job corp, so I’m going to keep my car/ belongings in a storage garag... » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
Strange how the severs were down or wtv.. Life update! I’m going home!! I’m moving back to my home town.. so I can leave this depression hole. I am starting to have more ppl who care abt me here. I have a friend group of my older cousins friends who are now my friends.. they’re all guys but I’m related to most of them.. so it’s not uncomfy. They all rap and smoke zaza They are adventurous and ext... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
Dear mami, I’m sorry for not being the child you wanted. But I never wanted to be the child that you wanted. I didn’t want anything that I have now, but I am grateful. I’m grateful for all the love you gave me. I’m grateful for spending the beginning of life with you. I’m grateful for all the times you put yourself first and protected me with your life. There is so much more you did for me, so muc... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Most of this is going to be me rambling on how I feel and stuff that’s happening in my life lately. It’s mostly bs so I don’t suggest reading it. So, I didn’t want to come back to this website.. but it’s my safe space. Every time I let my emotions out on here, I feel so much better… I really need to come here even if just for today. I’m starting to feel lost again, or rather misguided. I know wh... » Continue Reading
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