Thought I got banned

Strange how the severs were down or wtv..

Life update!

I’m going home!! I’m moving back to my home town.. so I can leave this depression hole. 

I am starting to have more ppl who care abt me here.

I have a friend group of my older cousins friends who are now my friends.. they’re all guys but I’m related to most of them.. so it’s not uncomfy. They all rap and smoke zaza

They are adventurous and extremely interesting, and they showed me that not all men are insane….They do be saying some questionable stuff abt women tho. 

Either way I’m gonna miss them a lot when I go back.. but we are all getting older so maybe they can visit.. 

I didn’t want to get attached to anyone tho, bc I knew I would either move or kms.. but they kinda give me another day to look forward to.

Elian gives me alot of insight on life, and he puts a more positive attitude towards life.

Marlon also gives a different perspective, but he cares abt me as person so he shows me how to value myself more.

Eman is extremely chill, he stops me from overthinking.

Jere is just my twin brother, so he’s the greatest.

I’m excluding a couple ppl bc I don’t know them well enough.. but Ik Im going to miss all of them.

But that’s the only thing I’ll miss, this environment is too harsh on my soul.. 

maybe I can excel elsewhere 

Or maybe I’m just stuck..

I want to try anyways.

I forgot to mention.. I HAD A GOODBYE PARTY!! 

It was kinda lame, not as much ppl showed up because we excluded the drama filled dick heads.. 

but the people who were there, made it a vibe.

Most of the niggas cried and said that they would miss me and that they wanted visit (they were drunk and some were zaza’d) but I can tell they meant what they said regardless.