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Category: Life
Hey guys so.. this is my last blog post on this account. I’m debating on making another spacehey account.. but for now.. I plan on leaving this one. The whole purpose of this account, was to write my feelings and maybe find some people who could relate. I didn’t intend for people to find my account and try to decode my life. I was also starting to treat this as any other social media platform, w... » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
I broke my streak for fasting and drinking a gallon of water a day. But that’s okay. Because I will start again. I trust myself. I fear it may have something to do with my addiction/ bad habit. Or maybe not.. idk.. tomorrow will be better. » Continue Reading
Category: Life
As the new year starts and as I start my healing journey, I plan on making big changes, starting with my routine. I am choosing to make healthier decisions. For my mental and physical health. So with that being said, I’m going to write consistently on here... whether it be poetry, or a diary entry, or even my feelings. I plan to write every night, so I can form it into a coping mechanism or a way... » Continue Reading
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TRIGGER WARNING!!!! I wanted to post my writings about this subject for awhile.. but I didn’t want to leave a digital footprint .. but this is my safe space so I’m going to talk about it vaguely. 1- I was worried that they recorded me. I was scared that everyone knew. I was afraid of the judgment. I was embarrassed by it all. But it wasn’t my fault, it was never my fault. They knew what they had ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Dreams and the Supernatural
(Reposting this) I don’t care how vain this makes me seem but.. I’ve always wished I could be seen as THAT girl. that girl who you always do a second glance at, that girl who you wanna be her friend just because of how she looks, that girl who carries herself so perfectly, who’s opinion holds value just because everyone is longing to be liked by her. to just be that girl. Even though I put on ma... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
I need to set myself up for disappointment again. » Continue Reading
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Sometimes I sit and think about, how growing up "ugly" as a girl and not being able to make friends/form proper relationships is a direct pipeline to getting groomed by older men. Because your adolescent brain craves to be accepted so bad, that you're unknowingly getting into bad situations like that. Because we as humans have an innate instinct to be social creatures, and being deprived from “no... » Continue Reading
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In truth, this year hasn’t been the worst. I actually grew a lot, I found true happiness peace and love. I also lost a lot too, but it showed me how to adjust and learn. I aim to make next year 10x better. I know I will strive. By Christmas next year I’ll achieve more than half of the goals I’ve set for myself. I’ll be in a better place then, than I am now. I am making a promise.. A promise to bu... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
I keep telling myself I’m okay, knowing any minor thing can change that. I’m sometimes disappointed in myself for being so unstable. I’m at a point where I’m living day by day, and escaping when I’m not filled with priorities. I’m a show bird, constantly on a routine to please others. Only escaping for just a moment. Longing to be let out. Longing to fly. » Continue Reading
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Category: Art and Photography
I really don’t want to be subliminal.. but I can’t tell you what I mean. I can’t let it out. I don’t want to let you know. » Continue Reading
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I feel like I need to reflect on my past decisions heavily. There is so much unsaid nonsense that is fueling my heart and brain. So much that would change everything. But I am laying here. With my mouth shut. » Continue Reading
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Category: Art and Photography
I can say that the psych ward isn’t bad at all.. a little stressful, but it’s a mini break from reality. Ik it’s home for the suicidal and the mentally unwell but I feel like it’s somewhere I needed to be at the time. But, I think in someway.. I’m doing unwell.. Even though I’m checking some of things I was aiming for, like getting my car, and getting a full time job, I am still lacking something ... » Continue Reading
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