It’s different now.

   I’m hurt, I’m angry, for reasons I have yet to fully comprehend.

I want to talk to you but I genuinely feel like I can’t.

I don’t want to shut you out forever. 

I’ll forever be your #1 fan, screaming your

name the loudest.. 

You are the man I dream of.

But for now, I’ll quote this..

“I never left”

“I cannot adjust”

“and I don't think I ever will without you somewhat”

“there is a lot I wanna tell and say rn but I can't cause I don't have the words for it”

Soon?