"Hanging out"
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Category: Blogging
So last night I had a rough night... I felt depressed, agitated, ugly, useless and so much more. I honestly don't know what caused it but I know it made my night absolutely miserable. I guess it's been kinda coming now that I look back at how little I have filmed tiktoks and blogged here... But it is part of what makes me...well...me. it's hard to explain but I am glad I have days like that...it m... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
So I quit Facebook today. I am waiting for the fallout of what I posted today, but I thought I would share it with everyone here. It took me roughly 10 hours to write all this out and figure out how I wanted to proceed. So please let me know what you think! TW: pretty much everything... So as you have all noticed I have not posted in awhile. That is because I was in Facebook jail. Why you may ask... » Continue Reading
Category: Games
So I stream on twitch (Shameless self promotion) twitch.tv/sladestrife I have hit affiliate and absolutely love doing it. I'm working on getting to partner but it is so difficult getting foot traffic into the streams. I was wondering if anyone has any experience in getting in foot traffic to sites like twitch or hell even my OF. I want to do this full time or atleast work on building it up more ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
Have not blogged in a bit because I was not sure what to blog about. And then it kinda hit me. A nightmare. A rather rough one as well...I sit here on roughly 3 hours of sleep, stressed out, tired and unable to get back to sleep. So what do I do when I'm like this? Well.... two things really. I tend to find a comfort game to play... something that fights my nightmare that I had. If I could not fi... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
I live with 3 roommates. The 2 we are going to talk about today however are the problem. They are a couple and one of them I have been friends with since the 5th grade. It has been nothing but a train wreck however. They constantly bicker and fight with each other. They throw shit, they are hateful and are absolutely disgusting. We all fight with depression but it feels like me and my ther roomate... » Continue Reading
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Category: Games
So I have been wanting to get into minitures for years now, and I finally did it. I pulled the trigger on Marvel crisis protocol. Was abit more then I was expecting when I opend the box yesterday but I am so glad I did. I put on some music, jumped on tiktok and started a live, and hung out with awesome people while I put together the base set. Was an absolute ton of fun, frustrating and hilarious ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
So I don't let alot bother me. I am pretty laid back and chill, but today pissed me off. So I had a video of me dressed femme go viral on tiktok and it made it to "super straight" tiktok. So as you imagine it got alit of hate. Normal shit like "I should be sleeping now", "I need to bleach my eyes" and "thanks I hate it here". The typical mouth breathing bullshit that has existed on the internet si... » Continue Reading
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Category: Fashion, Style, Shopping
I am nonbinary. I present masculine, feminine and inbwtween. Today I presented feminine for the first time in about a month. I also did one of my fav looks...with my brand new wig creation got me! And I wore the skirt that Lauranie made. I am so lucky have these two amasing women in my life! I felt absolutely amasing, sexy, cute. It was so nice letting that side out of me again! *purrs* I also did... » Continue Reading
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Category: Jobs, Work, Careers
So I have an onlyfans. I use it mainly to boost my self esteem and self image. It helps out alot and has boosted my confidence quite abit. I still have rough days but I so much better twords myself then I was a few years ago. Not just for my feminine side either...but also my masculine and eNBy side as well. Its hard to put into words and maybe I can elaborate on it in another blog if you wanna h... » Continue Reading
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Category: Movies, TV, Celebrities
So I am finally almost caught up in the MCU! (No spoilers please!) I have just finished infinity war and omg it was amasing. I also watched ragnarok tonight as well. I have somehow managed to avoid pretty much every spoiler up to this point and I am sooo ready to go through the last 4 movies which for me will be antman and the wasp, captain marvel, endgame and then Spiderman. This has been an abso... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
That is a question I have asked myself alot throughout my life. I have very bad memory lose issues so timeframes may not be exactly correct. 30 (3) years ago I was a victim of a kidnapping from a crazed, drugged out, military biological father. 28 (5) years ago I was hyperactive to the point I could not be managed. Slamming myself into walls because I had so much energy my body could not actually ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Jobs, Work, Careers
So I stream on twitch, do art, post on social media and more. I am trying to build a career out of all of this. But with that can come long hours. Streaming, planning, interacting with people and more. It's easy to loose track of time and pacing...and you can easily break. It's easy to lose sight of goals and get discouraged. Breaks and days off are healthy. But in this type of industry if you tak... » Continue Reading
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