Rough night

I felt depressed, agitated, ugly, useless and so much more. I honestly don't know what caused it but I know it made my night absolutely miserable. I guess it's been kinda coming now that I look back at how little I have filmed tiktoks and blogged here...

But it is part of what makes me...well...me. it's hard to explain but I am glad I have days like that...it makes me enjoy the good moments all the more. And it really shows me how lucky I am to have two amasing women in my life. They both always support and push me to not only do better but to be better. They love and support me and are so incredibly patient with me.

I am feeling better now that my cup is empty. Now to hopefully be able to handle the next overflow alittle better...