went on a date yesterday and it went great the only thing is that when we kissed i felt nothing lmao. but i think it's normal cuz we've known each other for like three days so im still waiting to see what happens. he's really nice and sweet and a good kisser but idk. i'm still gonna wait to see what happens next so i'll eventually update the blog. also tomorrow im getting my first tattoo done and ... » Continue Reading
im so glad im finishing school early today. like i can go with my friend for drinks since it's her bday today. i just wanna wish her the best she's the sweetest person » Continue Reading
i should really be studying maths but i am just too tired to do everything. i can't wait for summer to come and be finally free from school. i swear school takes up like 90% of my mental health and i just don't feel like dealing with it anymore. i just wish i had more me time but at the same time i know i have to stop being lazy and stop procrastinate so yeah. lately it's been kinda of a mess but ... » Continue Reading
okay so in this blog entry i want to talk about an important topic for me, which is discovering my sexuality: how i did it, when it happened, the difficulty of coming to terms with it, labels and then coming out to myself and my friends. okay so everything started in middle school, i was exposed to social media pretty young and now looking back i think i've always been kinda informed to the subjec... » Continue Reading
hello, i don't know who's gonna read this but i hope you're doing well. yesterday was the day against homophobia, transphobia and biphobia and i'm so glad that my school allowed some students to educate other students. i feel like a lot of people thing they're educated about the matter but i dont think they realise that lgbtq+ community has a lot of spectrums and labels. A lot of times we take for... » Continue Reading
okay so i just started new girl. AND OH MY GAWDDDDD, lord have mercy. so i love the show i think it's got the right mix of sarcasm, comedy and also suspence. also the cast is so freaking HOTTTTT. » Continue Reading
i love blogging on here cuz i know that no one i know will read this and even if they do they probably wont know its me who's writing. i feel free on this platform and i like to write my thoughts. i really feel like i could actually turn my passion into a career some day, who knows. life is moving on so fast (at least for me, because i think everyone has a different perception of how and what time... » Continue Reading
i hope that everyone who's having a bad day knows they are valid and worthy of love and life even if it doesn't feel like it. having a so called 'bad' day is not necessarily a negative thing per se. Why do we process "bad" days or having "bad" emotions as something negative? a lot of times we get bummed out about having a bad day just because we decide to put that label on our day/emotions. But wh... » Continue Reading
this summer is going to be seriously the best summer ever. and i say this with such firmness because i am whats gonna make it incredible. i am working on myself and im trying to unlearn toxic coping mechanisms that i was basically forced to use in order to survive. but now that i feel like im less in 'survival mode' i can finally heal myself and move on. This summer is gonna be all about focusing ... » Continue Reading
ok so i'm in my english class right now and i was just thinking of how grateful i am of my life and the woman im becoming . i have a roof over my head, friends who care for me, i can go at the gym, i am followed by a nutritionist, it's almost summer and i am almost done with school, i got rid of negative and energy sucking people and i am working on myself. i am so proud of myself for trying to ch... » Continue Reading
you know when i said i missed ld friends? well fuck that. the only thing they did was constantly bring me down, triggered me and stuff so yeah i do feel like i am better off. yesterday i was so sad about it but the sadness is slowly starting to become rage and thats okay too i guess. i am kinda glad we parted ways tho because it was just not right anymore. im glad i can think about what this is te... » Continue Reading