todays thoughts

yesterday was the day against homophobia, transphobia and biphobia and i'm so glad that my school allowed some students to educate other students.

i feel like a lot of people thing they're educated about the matter but i dont think they realise that lgbtq+ community has a lot of spectrums and labels.

A lot of times we take for granted that we know everything about something just because we hear a lot of people or see a lot of posts on social medias but i don't think we realise that it's not enough, it never is.

we have to keep getting educated and keep learning.

i'll admit that i myself found out new things yesterday and i was excited about it.

so you know talking about the lgbtq+ community had me thinking cuz i've been questioning about whether or not to start using labels again (i've always identified as bi but last year i just decided that labels were not for me anymore + it was very confusing because sexuality is fluid and can change so it was very confusing for me to use labels).

and i feel like if i had to use labels again i would probably identify as pan but i am having troubles to accept using other labels.

maybe because i've been using the label 'bi' for the longest time so it's hard to accept that, that person is no longer me but again i don't know.

maybe i don't want to label myself because i'm scared of coming out to my parents even tho it's none of their business (or at least that's what i've been telling myself for the past four years).

also it's crazy to me that i've been out of the closet for basically four years.

maybe i am gonna write a blog entry about discovering, accepting my sexuality and coming out .

idk if anyone will be interested but who cares, maybe it could help someone